"if only i had just one day, i want to peacefully fall asleep intoxicated with your sweet scent"
yoongi remembers the way your hair smelled whenever you cuddled with him. though he would never admit it, he liked the way it smelled. it smelled like home.
"if there's a chance in my busy schedule, i want to put my body in your warm and deep eyes"
he remembers the way your voice would crack whenever he told you he couldn't meet up, due to his packed schedule.
he remembers the way your (e / c) eyes looked whenever you two accidentally made eye contact. it made him feel at home.
"i like that, your long, straight hair. your breathtaking neck when you put it up and the strands fall out."
he remembers the days where you two would just lay in bed all day, with no makeup. he remembers your loose strands of hair that would fall out of your messy bun. he wouldn't admit it, but he loved the way it looked on you.
"yo ma honey, whenever I see you, i run out of breath"
he remembers taking you to prom, after your date stuck you up. he wondered how in the world he would stop himself from blushing.
"your voice when you say my name"
"yoongi! you're gonna be late for breakfast! hurry up! yoongi! if i go up there, you're going to regret it!"
he remembers how he would pretend to be asleep just so he could continue to hear you call his name. he's always been a light sleeper, not that you knew.
"i appreciate the masterpiece that is you because your existence alone is art"
he remembers looking at the night sky with you when you both needed a chance to run away from everything. he remembers the way you would stare at the stars, admiring them.
"hey min suga, have you ever wondered what the other side of the moon would look like? also, have you ever felt so lonely like the moon? well, i used to feel like that until you came into my life."
the smile you gave him after that gave him strength. (he wouldn't admit it though)
but little did you know that you were the only he was staring at. because you're more beautiful compared to all the stars in the universe. but he wouldn't admit it.
"i imagine this all night every day because it's a meaningless dream anyway"
yoongi, currently stuck on writing lyrics, remembering you like the back of his hand. he remembers the way you looked after he told you he wanted to break up. it's not that he didn't want to, it's that he had no other choice.
and so, you became the inspiration of his song.
