your pov:
"you want me to be honest. i was never in love with you. and now that i think about it, you've always been a way to pass time. it was fun while it lasted."
those words were still ringing in my ears. the whole memory happened exactly 14 days ago and i still can't get over it.
but where did things go wrong? could i have stopped him? maybe i could've persuaded him to change his mind. but i did nothing.
here i am, walking to who knows where. and then all of a sudden i see a poster, saying "bts latest comeback, just one day". apparently it's free to get in. and so, i walked in.
the whole place was packed but i managed to get a good spot. and then all of a sudden the lights got turned off.
the music started playing and so i payed close attention. the whole song had a catchy melody and was staring off good. and then yoongi began rapping.
his words seemed as if they were meant for me. the next thing i know, tears were streaming down my face. and then the chorus comes on.
all of a sudden, yoongi looked straight at me with a pained expression on his face.
and with that, the song ended and a huge applause came.
"daebak! what beautiful song that song! who wrote the song?", said the mc.
"suga!", bangtan yelled.
"really! may i ask how you got the inspiration?"
"well, it came from an experience that was very important to me. but it ended not too long ago.", he said with a bit of disappointment.
and with that i walked out and straight into my apartment. the whole place was a mess. there was broken glass everywhere, empty wine glass bottles, and take out boxes all over the floor. i could care less how it looked.
and so here came the panic attack. i was basically used to it after yoongi left. and with that i cried myself to sleep.
yoongi's pov:
i'm so nervous. i always get nervous during our first comeback stage.
and so here are, sitting in our spots waiting for the music to start. i'm hoping (y / n) hears this song and knows that this song is for her.
and so i start rapping and in the audience i see (y / n) crying. i didn't know the lyrics would get to her that much.
and so the song finished and the mc asked who wrote the song. and of course all of bangtan called me out. then the mc asked the question that i didn't want to hear.
"really! may i ask how you got the inspiration?"
i'm not gonna lie and i'm not gonna call her out.
"well, it came from an experience that was very important to me. but it ended not too long ago."
and with those words (y / n) stormed out of the room. i really blew it didn't i?
