"if only we could go anywhere to eat and watch a movie comfortably"
he remembers when you two wanted to be alone in a date, he would take you to the movies. he remembers that the movie theater was always empty and was only filled with a couple of old people.
it's not that he wasn't interested in movies, it's that you would always cuddle with him. and he focused more on you than the actual movie.
not that you knew.
"i would do anything girl"
it wasn't a lie. he would anything but he had to let you go.
he remembers the time where these girls accidentally saw you two walking home and whispering hurtful words. not that you heard.
"isn't that bts' suga?"
"what is he doing with someone like that?"
"does he want to ruin his reputation?"
he walked by them and glared at them. he wasn't going to say anything, because he knew you would get mad.
"but still, if you see me some day, smile"
that's all he wanted you to be. yoongi thought ending things with you would make you be happy.
"maybe you resent me a little or no, a lot"
he knew you hated him. and it actually hurt him. but he wasn't going to admit it.
at least not yet.
"out of all those words, i had to swallow because of the excuse of reality"
after you left, yoongi missed your (h / l), (h / c) locks. he missed you sweet (e / c) eyes that he used to swim in. he missed your (s / c) skin that he would touch. but he never got the chance to say it.
"is it selfish of me to hope you are the same?"
he wanted you to be exactly the same way. he wanted the you that would wait for him on the sofa, he wanted the you that would rub your fingers through his hair, and he wanted the you who loved him no matter what the two of you went through.
"you are standing in the center of my life"
all yoongi wanted was to be with you for the rest of his life.
