Close...
I came so close to doing it
Some how I didn't
I had it all planned out
I was ready to do it
I was hurting and badly
I was at the breaking point
I had already begun to break
I was going to do it then
Something told me
Not to do it
Not to go through with my plan
I listened
And I kinda regret my choice
I can't decide if I want to do it
Or not
