Scared
I'm scared to meet new people
I'm not normal
I'm not "popular"
I'm not pretty
I'm not easy to understand
I'm not successful
I'm the wired one
The awkward one
The ugly one
The one that is a failure at life
I'm not my true self around new people
I don't even like myself
How are others
It took me years to become myself
And now I have to do that again
Start all over and hope
I can fit in somewhere
