Don't get me wrong,
having you back
is all i ever wished for.
But now that your here,
im questioning your motives;
why now?
why me?
how did i manage to
spark your interest,
how did i manage to capture your eye?
you've been gone for so long,
and all i wanna know
is why now?
did you have the sudden realization
that you needed me?
i wanna know,
but im too scared to ask.
because if i do, you might remember why you left,
and we'd spiral back to how we were;
with unspoken thoughts and broken promises.
