sometimes i really do hate you
but it doesnt last for long
because then im left wanting you
missing you
needing you
i still dont know why you left
you said you'd stay
and like a fool i believed you
but in a blink of an eye
just like that
you were gone
and once again im stuck here
questioning what i did wrong
wondering if i couldve made you stay
you always make it seem so easy
like i really meant nothing to you
like all those nights we stayed up
laughing and telling stories
meant nothing
i know you didnt love me
and i was okay with that
you didnt need to love me back
but when you left
you took my heart with you
and im never getting that back
