i cant really blame you for how things ended.
i mean, we all knew it was
gonna end up like this;
all but me i suppose.
i was so blinded by how much
i cared about you,
that i didnt care when people said
i was just leading myself on.
everyone said i should just give up,
i was just so full of myself that
i couldnt see how irrational this was.
i broke your heart and you broke mine, we're fair now right?
theres nothing more that
needs to be said.
no "i love you"s,
none of that.
its so exhausting trying to hate you, because all i wanna do is love you.
hell all i ever do is love you,
i talk about you like you
put the stars in my sky
and you talk about me
like i ruined your life.
i get it though,
not everything turned out
according to plan.
we're both stuck on old news,
yours just happens to make
me seem terrible.
and everyone says its "just highschool", that nothings serious.
i dont know about you but
i thought what we had
was pretty serious.
moving on would be
in my best interests,
but since when did i care about
whats best for me?
everything was all about you,
and it still is.
you go on out and adventure though, dont come back when you realize
what you lost though.
because i might just take you back,
and what good would that do?
