(kakanaru) With Just One Look

Sin

Kurama Talking
Naruto Talking to Kurama
Thinking

NARUTO P.O.V
It's a sin. It's a sin. It's a sin. IT'S A SIN! A SIN! A SIN! SIN! SIN! SIN! SIN!SINSINSINSINSINSINSINSINSINSINSINSINSINSIN!

"KIT WAKE UP! YOU HAVE TO WAKE UP! Kit wake up come to me,  follow my voice, it's alright you're safe. It's not a sin... it's love." Warm and familiar, nice, loving, the sound is Home.

"That's it come home to me as long as I'm with you you can be home."
Slowly my eyes opened to the inside of my mind. I looked around at my wrecked mind. The walls were peeling and there were cracks all along the ground. I was wraped up in Kurama's tail. Warm, safe and, soft. I was home.

How long was I out Kurama?

"Couple of days at least. I've been filing in for you so no one noticed. All they suspect is that you've been acting differently and stand-offish."

Thank you. I'm fine now. I can go out. I can deal. I kneq Kurama knew, I wouldn't be surprised if Sasuke and Sakura found out. We have been closer together than usaul.
I understand I'm in love but it's a sin to love him because I'm a demon and he is my sensei and he would hate me. Why would he like me. He won't even look at me now.

It's been like this for a while. Me having nightmares and mentally breaking down. We left on our c rank mission a two months ago. I and Kakashi's relationship hasn't improved. In fact it has gone to total shit. To the point where he won't utter a word to me, or look at me. I just don't understand what I did. I don't know why he hates me so much. And I don't want to admit but, I'm in love with Kakashi. As much as I don't wanna be, because he hates me and it's a sin, I love that man. It only hurts more when I know he does not like me back. The slightest touch or attention he shows me has my heart beating out of my chest. It's like he is playing it like a drum. My heart is beating to his rhythm. I'm completely strung and all I can do is resist with all I have and all I am. I do after all still have my dignity.

  I woke in my tent sweaty and out breath. I needed to wash up and in my head Kurama informed me it was almost my turn to stand watch. Why not start early. I could use the time to think anyway. It was late or early, I wasn't sure because it was dark. I took my shirt off so that I was only wearing dark black anbu pants. I grabbed a towel and soap and began to make my way to the near by river.

"Omph!" I fell to ground and when I looked up I saw Kakashi standing there.
Looking down at me like he had seen a ghost. Kakashi hastly took a step back and coughed, "Sorry Naruto I didn't see you there." Yeah, right, I thought sadly.
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KAKASHI P.O.V

Tik-Tock on the clock...Time is running out Kakashi. That was what I was thinking walking back towards my tent to get my weapon cleaning kit. That was until I bumped into a shirtless Naruto.

Out of all the GodDang people it had to be my guilty pleasure I run into while not paying attention. If I was crazy, I would think someone was making this happen. And of course he had to fall back on his scrumptious booty, and look at me with all the hurt in the world. (Those pretty blue eyes could make the most evil person bow down in guilt, and beg for forgiveness .) As if I ripped his heart right out of his chest. I felt the heat rise to my cheeks, thank god for my mask. "Sorry Naruto I didn't see you there."

"Yeah, right." He said with a haunted look on his face. His alluring, angelic face. I hate that look on his face. I wanted to ask what was wrong but before I could Naruto had gotten up and ran off in the direction I was coming from.

"Wait, Naruto!" I called after him. He only sped up his pace. So, fine if he wanted to play that game we could play. I took off by tree heading to the river. Guessing by the towel and soap he had, I knew he was going there. Why was he running? It's not like he knew about my sinful thoughts. I had been doing everything in my power to make sure I didn't do anything I would regret or ruin his life. Latley more and more he started shutting down. The light from Naruto's eyes was draining. Each day he seemed more distant and lifeless.

Give chase, claim, comfort, care. All things running through my mind. All things I have been trying to surpress. But what since does it make to do it now looking at him so... look so dejected. Now I'm not saying I'm gonna take advantage of him because of this. Honestly I am a worried teacher and concerned friend.

That was what it was supposed to be. Before I saw a crying soaked Naruto. Then I shut down fully not being able to do anything but stare and watch him. He looked up at me with puffy red rimmed blue eyes.  A dear cuaght in headlights. That was what he looked like. It was ironically funny, that was what I should have looked like to him. He turned away from me and I walked back to my guard position.
I'm so stupid, what the ever loving fucking hell was that pathetic excuse of comforting. Maybe it was time I talked to someone. Someone who knew Naruto closely and knew me closely as well.
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I know this kinda short or at least shorter than how much I usally write,  but it's a set up for a good reason...You will just have to wait and see! This chapter is 998 words exactly(not including this Authors Note) so I kept my promise(lol). As usual leave comments, feed back and ,Vote. It always helps.  Also if you have any request of anything u wnat me to write leave a suggestion.✌😃😁