What should I do?

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AUTHOR'S NOTE VERY IMPORTANT
SO LATER IN THE CHAPTER LIKE KAKASHI'S POINT OF VEIW IT GETS A LITTLE DIRTY LIKE SEXUAL STUFF IT STARTS PRETTY MUCH IN THE BEGINNING OF HIS P.O.V  SO FEEL FREE TO SKIP THAT, THIS IS A WARNING DON'T SAY I DID NOT WARN YOU!

"Karama talking"
Thinking Naruto talking to Kurama

P.O.V NARUTO

"Naru-baka the evil demon cat is running towards you, look alive!" Sasuke yelled through the walkie-talkie. I crouched in a ape stance with my arms wide open. I waited for Tora to come bounding around the corner. He came lightning  fast around the wooden fence, Sasuke running behind him kicking up the dirt and sand. Sakura was at the other end of the street just incase Tora came running her way. Kakashi-sensei was sitting in a tree observing us, from what he calls a safe distance. Tora slammed right into my welcoming arms, whiskers first. I held a tight grip on him. He squirmed trying to put up a fight, but I ran my fingers through his soft brown fur, soothing his panic and frustration. He soon fell quite in my arms and his body went limp against me. Kakashi-sensei jumped out of the tree landing next to Sasuke who was standing infront of me, and Sakura made her way over to us leisurely.

I gave a quiet huff and said calmly, "Sasuke-teme he's not evil or a demon...he's just tortured!! You see how that old hag treats him. I feel bad that we have to return Tora to her." Sasuke gave me a 'hn', then picked up the cage for Tora and shoved it at me. I gently layed the sleeping cat in the cage and locked the door. Sakura had finally made her way over to us and we all started walking at lazy pase to the mission office.

Once we delivered the cat to the daimyo's wife. Kakashi-sensei suggested we do some sparring and training. He paired me with Sakura. While him and Sasuke worked together. Latley sense we passed the test Kakashi-sensei has been avoiding me. He pays more attention to Sasuke and Sakura than he does to me. It's more like he gives Sasuke all his attention really. I think it's my fualt, though I don't know what I did. It makes me feel slighted and it hurts a lot. I don't even know why it hurts because, I and kakashi are not really that close. But it does hurt. It feels like someone is playing with my heart likes it's a basketball or tugging at it like a guitar string.

Sakura punched me in my stomach and I snapped out of my daze. Failing to fall gracefully on my back into the green grass,"You were spacing out, don't space out I'm not that bad at sparring! I might not be Kakashi-sensei or Sasuke-kun but I'm strong enough for you to spar with."

"That's not it! It's not you...I just have some stuff on my mind. Why don't we take a break." I sighed lying on my back in the training field grass. She nodded and took a seat under a tree in the shade. She took out a pioson book and started making notes. While she did that I decided to visit Kurama, and have a little chat about my problem.
I closed my eyes to open them finding myself sitting in my mind, before I coukd even say something Kurama beat me to it.
"Kit it's not as big a deal as you make it. You said you had a goid feeling about this guy I do too. I won't let him hurt you."
I know you won't. I know I'm probably making a big deal out of this but I can't help but act like a fool when Kakashi is innvoled.
"You might be in love kit."
Kurama sometimes you say the funniest things. I can't be in love...I don't even know what love is.
"You don't have to know what love is to be in love. Your body knows what love is and your heart. Besides it was just a thought, that's all kit."
Well thanks anyway Kurama.
"Kit you should get back to the outside world looks  like your team is trying to reach ya" he leaned forward  with a lazy paw extending it to me, and pushed me back to reality with a tiny, " Seeya soon Naru.".

Softly my eyes fluttered open. Above me was Sakura's face and next to her was Sasuke. They both looked concerned. Kakashi stood from a distance, it could have been my imagination but, he also looked a little woried.

Sakura gave a sigh, "For a second there I didn't think you would wake up. Are you okay Naruto?"
I luaghed tiredly, "I'm fine,just a little sleepy. I didn't get much sleep yesterday night." She didn't look convinced so I smiled brightly and tiredly said, "I promise." Sasuke gave me a wary unimpressed look but seemed to buy the excuse.
Kakashi-sensei then took over and said, "well now that Naruto is awake and healthy practice is over. Go home and get some rest, we have our first C rank mission tomorrow. It will need a lot of your focus and attention as well as strength.". At that Sasuke and Sakura shoo-shined away. I stayed behind to comftont Kakashi-sensei. Something was definitely wrong he didn't add the 'chan' to the end of my name. Before I could get a word out of my mouth he had already made his way down the training field, into the forest. So obviously I followed him. I could tell he had not noticed my chakra yet because, I had toned down my chakra to a certain point. It looked like he was pretty busy training, he was really into it. So I went to the river in the training feild. It was a nice day for a swim. I took off my shirt and pants. I had on tight boxer briefs. I jumped into the water and started doing laps. Then I had a better idea. Why not practice fighting and throwing on the water?
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KAKASHI P.O.V

Naruto Namikaze Uzamaki is a huge distraction in my life. From his pert perk bottom to his cotton candy blue eyes. I thought while punching a tree.
I was deep in thought.

I felt guilty lusting after a little boy. It is absolutley wrong in so many ways. Yet I can't help but do so, when the object of my unsavory affections is right in front of me everyday. I have thought about it. Kissing and sucking on those soft looking cheery lips. Bitting those perfect little nipples until they're bruised red with saliva. Squeezing that ass with my hands and finally....ahhhh stop thinking you nasty old pervert. He doesn't even want you like that. Below my belt I had started to get hard and I refused to jerk off to Naruto like a nasty old bastard. So I made my way to the cold river. I hoped to will off the hard on like that.

Man, lord save me...I wish I hadn't done that. There he was. Balencing on water soaked head to toe, his hair was wet water  dripping from his long strands. It was like water falling from the sun. He was only wearing some tight fitting boxer briefs that show off his beautifully sculpted bottom. This was it for me, this was where I would die. Or maybe I was already dead and in heaven. My nether region was straining against my basic anbu pants, and I could feel my breaths coming in quick burst of air. What is he still doing here? My eyelids were getting heavy, slowly I was loosing rational thought, and the weight between my legs was starting to hurt. I needed release. I took my prick out of my pants and concealed my chakra. I held the warm weight in my hand. Slowly and tightly while looking at Naruto I started to move my hand up and down. I closed my eyes and took deep breaths. I imagined Naruto on the floor between my legs with his cute bow mouth working on the tip of my dick spit drizzingly down the corners of his mouth. His small petite hands working the rest of it. The picture was too much I came with a silent open mouth groan. I slumped to the ground in a post orgasm daze. When I collected myself I had realized what I had just done. I felt dirty and ashamed but, weirdly I felt satisfied. It was not enough though there was a hunger in me that wanted more. It wanted to monopolize  Naruto and make him mine. I stood and pulled up my pants. Walking home I thought of what I was gonna do about this problem.
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AUTHOR'S NOTE
Heyyyyyyy! It's been a while sorry for taking so long to update. I had a lot of things going on but, now it's summer vacay so yayyyy! Anyway leave comments, vote or like. I really appreciate it and please give feedback. This is kind of long because I did say at least 800 words per chapter right? Cool so seeya✌

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