Friday; 11:55 pm. June 24th 2016

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Suffer Through Sunlight~
A beautiful day of suicidal thoughts and a charming night of an empty head.

The sunshine trickling through the leaves of a thick tree that shades my head.

My head and heart feeling so full of just

Nothing.

Sincerely, an apologetic stare isn't what I want from across the park from that person I saw sitting by my tree.

Their face shaded by the same leaves, but in a different light than mine.

Their trickling light full of just...

Everything.

Be present, they tell me. But how can I when every atom in my being is held down by the heavy light.

Nothing, everything. Heavy, light. My tree, their tree. My shade, their inevitable light.

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