Idk Man, i was just inspired

10. Broken.

To be honest....

I smile, I laugh, I giggle, I chuckle, and i seem care free, I seem to live life at the moment.

 But be honest....

How many of you actually see the real me? 

Wait, you didin't know that the real me isn't the rainbows and smiles girl? 

Yeah, that's what i thought. 

You think that just because i smile it means i am happy. But on the inside i am hurting...breaking a little more each day.

Hoping that one day i will be accepted for who i am. Hoping that one day i will find that person that will love me for me and not try to change anything about me... only my last name. 

Hoping that one day i will not have to walk around  with this  pain in my heart. The ones that goes will me everywhere i go and as hard as i try it doesn't go away.

Hoping that one day i will be able to smile, a true and bright smile. Not the fake smile that i practice everyday.

Hoping that one day i can love every little thing about me. Not cringe when i see myself in the mirror.

Hoping that one day i will not be as broken as i am now.

Hoping one day i will be a whole new, happy person. 

Not the broken girl i am now.