heart breaker // jack maynard

seventeen

*Jacks's pov*

I wasn't in love.
I couldn't be in love.
I don't fall in love...

Images of y/n and I laughing and smiling and kissing flashed through my mind. My head pounded and my heart raced just thinking about her. I was like a little boy with a crush in pre-school. 

Okay.
Maybe I did love her.
A lot.

*Conor's pov*

I was sitting on the sofa when Jack's door opened and he walked out. He was dressed now and he had fixed his hair and shaved. He picked up his coat and began putting it on. He opened the front door.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
He hadn't left his room, let alone the house, in at least a week.
He looked back at me and smiled weakly as he walked out.
"You were right Conor. You were right."

*Joe's pov*

'You're a wizard Harry.'
Hagrid's voice echoed from our tv and around the sitting room.
I looked over at y/n. She was asleep on my shoulder so I tapped her lightly.
"Y/n, y/n. You can't fall asleep on me. You were the one who forced me to re watch Harry Potter for the 3rd time today so I will turn it off!"
She fluttered her eyelids open.
"I wasn't asleep..." She whispered sleepily, giggling.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.
"It's open, come in!"
Y/n turned to face the door expecting to see Caspar, who had gone to the shops, but by the look on her face I knew instantly who it was.

"Jack." She muttered.
"I'll leave in a minute, I promise, but please just listen to me." He took a deep breath.
"I love you, y/n, I love you more than you will ever know. And I miss you like crazy. When we were at the party, I saw you with some guy having the time of your life and my whole body filled to the rim with a burning jealousy. I wasn't thinking straight and I did something stupid and I'm so so sorry. I haven't slept or eaten properly for the past week and I barely even leave my room. You're all that's on my mind."
I looked over at y/n who was trying hard to hide the fact she was crying.
Jack walked closer to her.
"I'm not expecting for you to ever want us to go back to what we used to be, hell if you want I won't even be your friend, but I need to know you forgive me. Because I hurt the person I loved most in the world and that's killing me."

I never thought I'd hear anything like that come from Jacks's mouth. He's a fuckboy and not really the begging type.
And y/n was clearly just as shocked as me.

"Jack..."
She sighed and bit her lip.

"I forgive you."

*Jack's pov*

"I forgive you."
I mouthed thank you and wiped a tear from my face. So much for tough 'ol Jack who doesn't cry.
I nodded at Joe, who for the first time in two weeks was looking me in eye.
I turned around and began walking out through the open door. I closed it behind me and took out my phone.
I clicked on compose message.

To: The ugly one who can kind of sing (Con)
I did it. She forgave me.
From: Jack

As I was about to hit send I remembered I had to tell Joe something.
I turned back around and opened the door.
"Sorry, I just wanted to tell Joe I finally got the n-..."
But I never finished my sentence.
Because I was too busy getting my newly fixed heart broken again by the sight of the love of my life and my best mate making out in front of me.

I slammed the door, not bothering to check if they had seen me. I ran outside and climbed in my car. I looked down at the message written out on my phone and pressed a button.

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Hiiiiiii. I've got a few things to say:
• Sorry this chapter is so short, I'm having major writers block (oOps) but atleast it's an update!
• This story has 15k which is insane and Ily all (yes I know I do this everytime, I'm just excited)
• In a few days I'll be going away for 3 weeks and I don't think I'll have wifi there but I'll update the minute I get back!
• Finally, would anyone be interested in me writing a Sherlock fanfiction?? Like would anyone actually read it??
- Orla xx