heart breaker // jack maynard

twelve

*Y/n pov*

At 5 minutes past 8 my phone rang. It was the taxi driver ringing to say the car was waiting outside so I shouted at Joe to hurry up.
"I'll be down in one minute, I'm trying to find my phone!" He replied.
"Oh my god Joe, you're so slow!" I said under my breath. Suddenly I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist.
"Oi, I heard that," Joe whispered into my ear.
I laughed and he let go of my waist. I opened the front door and Joe and I headed down the stairs and into the cold night air.
We climbed into the taxi and told the man where we were headed. He was really nice and talkative and the journey went pretty quickly. Joe paid him and got out of the taxi.
I pulled out my phone, typed in my code and opened snapchat.
"Joe and I have just arrived at Conors for the party!!" I shouted, starting to get excited now. Joe cheered and did a silly dance in the back of my video. I posted it on my story and looked up at the house in front of me. (Sorry that the living arrangements are different from that of real life)
The house was huge and very pretty looking; if it wasn't for the toilet rolls covering it's front and rubbish littering the lawn.
Clearly the party was already in full swing.
Joe and I walked past a group of people and up to the door. I knocked and the door opened to show a slightly drunk Conor Maynard.
"Joe! Y/n!" He shouted, kissing me on the cheek and giving Joe a 'bro hug'.
I could smell the alcohol in his breath as he pulled away from me and led us inside. We followed him past the grinding couples, dancing drunks and  the DJ booth until we finally reached our destination.
"Here are the drinks," he shouted over the noise, pointing at a large table with a huge variety of drinks on it. I was watching Joe pick up a drink when I felt someone tap me on the back. I turned around, expecting it to be Conor; but quickly realised he had left and it was in fact Jack behind me.
"Hey babe, you look hot," Jack slurred, wrapping his muscular arms around me and then kissing me. I laughed pushing him off me and saying," Hey Jack."
I was used to this kind of thing. We called each-other babe and kissed and stuff and we had gone out a couple more times. We didn't really called it anything because we both felt no need to but I guess we were dating. And I was happy.
"Do you want..." The noise died out his words..."shot with me?" He said.
I knew what he meant so I turned to Joe who shrugged. "Sure, but just one," I replied laughing, knowing that wouldn't never happen.

Pretty soon I was really drunk. I was chatting to a really nice guy by the door. He looked a lot like Luke and after a while we exchanged numbers.

As I was walking away from the Luke look a like, or 'Mark' I noticed a couple making out in the corner. I was about to look back down at my phone when the guy pulled away grinning.

Bang.

My drink fell on the floor and smashed.
Everyone suddenly went silent and turned around to face the noise.

I felt tears well up in my eyes. Everything started to go blurry.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Not again.

I ran out of the house, into the pouring rain and started running down the street: I didn't care where I was going, but I need to go somewhere.

As I turned the corner at the end of the road I heard a voice coming from behind me.

"Y/n, wait...!"

*Jack's pov*

After quite a few shots with y/n we decided to part ways. I pulled her into my chest.
"I love you," I admitted, whispering in her ear. I figured this was the best time to do it. We were both drunk. She'd probably forget in the morning if it went wrong.
Okay.
I closed my eyes and leant forward, and so did she. And then the world around us froze and the noises of the party were completely blocked out.
I could feel my heartbeat, loud and fast in my chest. I don't know how long we kissed or made out for because time completely stopped.
Then she pulled away, smiling.
Her sky blue eyes bore into mine.

"I love you too, Maynard," she whispered.
And she walked away.

(Later)

I was talking to a friend of mine and some girl when I saw y/n in the corner of my eye. She was talking to a guy and she looked really happy. She was smiling at him and laughing at everything he said... And vice versa. Then she typed something in his phone and walked away.
I felt the jealousy rising through me.
The alcohol clouded my thoughts and my jealousy prevented me from thinking logically.
I turned to face the girl beside me.
She had been flirting with me most of the night.
Without thinking I pulled the girl towards me and started making out with her. I didn't get the same feeling I got with y/n. It was just like all those one night stands and shit. They didn't mean anything.
Suddenly I realised what I was doing. I pulled away and stared at the girl with shock printed on my face.
I heard a crash behind me. I span around and saw y/n staring straight at me, mouth open and drink smashed on the ground. I tried to call her name but nothing came out. She turned and ran out the door. I paused and then ran after her, ignoring people calling my name and telling me to stay. I can't lose her now.

It was raining outside and I was freezing but I kept running. I saw y/n turning around the corner.
"Y/n, wait!" I shouted.
She ignored me.
Suddenly someone grabbed my arm and dragged me back inside. I could feel a mixture of tears and raindrops rolling down my cheeks.
'This can't be happening,' I thought to myself.

I had finally found someone I truly loved and now I've gone and fucked everything up.

Because that's what I do.

Sorry I took a while to update and sorry this chapter is so bad omg. But tysm for 5k, how the shizzle did that happen. - Orla xx