A Thugs Love

The Hurt

Chapter may be all about Kira and Devin.
Kira pov.
I looked at the time and it was 10:30. I pushed Devin arm off me and went into the bathroom and started to do my hygiene.
Devin pov.
After Kira got up i went into the bathroom and saw her brushing her teeth. I started to do my hygiene also.
"Why u up so early?" She asked hugging me from behind.
"I know when you aint in bed." I said laughing.
"Whatever what we doing today?" She asked walking out the bathroom.
"Wanna Chill? I wanna learn more about you, Your life interesting." I said laying across the bed watching her. "Sure but were my clothes."She said turning to look at me. I laughed an pointed at the bottom draw of my dresser.
"You my girl so you deserve to put your clothes up not keep them in the bag. We gotta fill the rest up later." I said shrugging.
"Oh yeah Keith said he stealing Miyah for today so you wont see her until tonight." She said taking her onezie off.
Kira pov.
I got dressed into my Pink nike tempo shorts and one of Devin White Wifebeater tshirts. I walked over to Devin and climbed on top of him.
"Why you so mean and uptight?" He said playing with my fingers.
"Uptight?" I asked laughing.
"Like stuck up you get what im saying" he said laughing.
"To be honest thats how i was raised Devin my aunt Mom grandma basically mom side of the family raised in the city and they very Uptight like you said They always expected more from me they still do so thats why I act like that. My dad side of family country so they expect me to be all ghetto and country you get it but im not im more of an Country mixed with city girl And Mean Thats just how i am People always ask me why am i mean but they dont understand I wasnt nothing like i am now. People hurt and expected me to still be The nice kira always be around. But I couldnt take it no more so I distanced myself." I said shrugging.
"Oh dont get mad but i got question" Devin said looking at me as I laughed then shook my head.
"Ask since you wanna know." I said shrugging.
Devin pov.
"Why you got mad cuz brittney said she was a virgin?" I asked laying on my side.
"I dont know Its like i cant control my anger i react before i think." She said shaking her head.
"Who was your first? Well tell me about it" I asked grabbing her hand. She looked down then shook her head.
"I cant tell you who. I got threatned that I wouldnt and promised i wouldnt say anything else about it". She said as tears started to form in her eyes.
"Well tell me." I said wiping the tears away. "Devin I was Raped Purposely. It was set up. Nobody was there for me. I was all alone." She said wiping her tears away. "Were was you what happen?" I asked pulling her into my arms. *flashback
It was last summer one night Just Imagine sister tells you (a boy name) want you and when he want some he get it and if you dont give it up he take it. He always get what he wants. You continue to bath thinking and confused about what she said. After both of yall done showering and. Doing your hygiene and you both get in the bed. You roll over like you're finna go to sleep, she gets out bed & disappear. Then comes back with her boyfriend & another boy and the boyfriend comes over & touches you....  So you get up not thinking what to do Yall go to the living room sit around talk/laugh like everythings alright, your sister and her boyfriend go in the back room and close the door. So you get ready to go back to the room but you go to the bathroom first & the boy comes in behind you. You sit on the toilet and he starts ask you. You gone do some? You shake your head & say no. He gets mad and say see i knew i shouldve never came over here im finna go. You say bye and leaves out the bathroom and he pushes You in the room & closes door behind him & you turn around & look at him. He walks up to you and pulls your pants down, and He slaps you & pushes you on the bed and You try to get up but he pushes u back down and pins your arms down to the bed and forces himself in you. You start to cry & tries to push him up off you and says Stop (Name) Youre Hurting me. but he pins your arms back down and smiles. He keeps forcing himself in you over and over repeatedly Then stops and leaves. You lay there cold, alone, shocked, crying. You eventually get up and find your clothes then goes to lay on couch and cries harder. He comes and holds you and says sorry he had to do it to you then sings to you. sister and her boyfriend comes out the room they leaves you go back in the same room when you turn the lights on its blood on the cover and your sister starts to laugh and joke, not knowing what happen.. You hold in tears and pain, You guys change sheets & covers and goes in the other room to lay down and tries to sleep but its still on your mind.  *month later . It still hurts Youre still the main topic. You just want it all to disappear like it never happened you're just looking for love . *flashback over.
"So You was blamed for being raped?" I asked looking at her. She nodded her head.
"Yes. Until this day he still tries to call and talk to me. But i avoid him. After i told my mom everything she took me to the doctor to have to check to see if i was pregnant or had something. But i was clean I actually made her promise not to say anything too." She said laying her head on my chest. "Then how it got around the school?" I asked rubbing her back. She took a deep breath then sat up and looked at me.
"Marcus" she mumbled.
"Marcus?" I said sitting up.
"Dont get mad. But the boy is his cousin and I think 5th grade i dont remember. Remember Marcus tried to rape me? Thats because His cousin did. Marcus always had it out for me. Why? I dont know he just doesnt like me." She said shrugging.
"Well you aint gotta worry about that no more i got you. Why your ex let you go? Ima try keep you every chance i get." I said shaking my head.
"Im actually glad he did He was the boy bestfriend he checked up on me and everything i actually fell in love with this boy. We was together for 4 months after like a month he started to hit on me call me out my name and stuff like that when i didnt do something right or didnt do what he wanted me to do, why i didnt leave earlier? Because he wouldnt let me. Then one day we messed around and had sex  so later that night he started to act different. Then next day we broke up he moved on like it was nothing, sometimes he still calls me. Every since then i never trusted anyone."
"Oh you know i got you ill never hurt you in that way." I said kissing her forehead. 
"So tell me about you. Your babymoma" she said looking at me and rolling her eyes as I laughed.
"I told you I dont want that girl no more yeah she was my firstlove yeah niggas can have firstloves. But that nigga gone forever have feelings for their babymama shxt aint true cuz mines i aint gone lie she a hoe she dumb as fuck fr." I said shaking my head.
"Oh. Where your moma? And how she feel about this gang stuff?" Kira asked playing in my hair.
"She went on vacation she coming back In 3 more weeks. And to be honest she wasnt to happy about it she beat the shit outta me and Deanthony everytime she thought about it but she eventually got over it." I said giving Kira booty rubs.
"Are you ever gonna pull out the gang stuff?" She asked yawning and taking a sip out of my drink then frowning.
"Its henny but I thought about it plenty of times but maybe one day when i settle down and start a family." I said looking at her. She smiled then climbed in my lap and kissed me.
"I wanna.. try some.. on you." I said in between kisses climbing on top her. She laughed showing her dimples. "Depends what it is." She said blushing.
"You gone like it trust me." I said kissing on her neck. I walked to my fridge an grabbed the cup of ice that was in there.
"You ready?" I said smirking. She looked at me confused then nodded her head. I pulled her shorts and underwear off i put a piece of ice in my mouth then sat one on top of her pretty Pussy. "Devinnn thats cold!" She said sitting up. I put another piece of ice in my mouth then pushed her down and started to stick my tongue in an out of her Cłįt as she arched her back moaning my name.
"Pæpi." She moaned grabbing my hair. I started kissing her so she could taste it as I stuck two fingers in and out her. Then slowly started kissing and sucking on her neck down to her nipples. She covered her face and blushed then pushed me up.
"Alright since we teasing" she said grabbing a box of fruit roll ups.
"Man chilloud Kira." I said laughing.
"Uhh uhh! Drop em." She said putting hands on her hips.
I laughed then took my shorts off.
"Boxers too nigga." She said climbing back in bed taking another sip out my drink. I took off my boxers and climbed back in bed with her and layed on my back. I watched as she wrapped two fruit roll ups around my dick. Since she wanted to do it I aint stop i let her go right ahead. She put the tip in her mouth then started sucking me good. I grabbed her hair as she started eating the fruit roll up off my dick. She got up and climbed on top of me riding me. "Hold up." I said laughing flipping us over. I reached over on my nightstand and grabbed a condom.
"Thank you." She said laughing and taking the condom out my hand. She slid the condom on for me.
"Dont think you finna take over." I said getting back on top of her slowly sliding in her as she gasped for air. I slid in and out of her picking up the pace.
"Devinn". She moaned scratching my back. After 10 mins I pulled out and flipped her over. I smacked her ass, quickly sliding in her as She screamed. I covered her mouth and laughed.
"Shhh Dont tap out now." I whispered in her ear.
"But... Devinn" she said in between moans.
"Uh uh ! Arch that shit Ma." I said pulling her hair. She arched her back as I said. After about 5 mins. I pulled out of her and took the condom off then helped her out of bed. "Noo" she whined sitting on the bed. I put her on my back and walked into the bathroom. I closed the door behind me as she jumped off my back and walked over to the tub. I helped her into the tub and ran her some warm water and poured her some body wash in the tub then threw a bath bomb in the tub with her. I Looked down and saw the condom had a hole in it but i didnt say anything i threw the condom in the trash then walked over to the tub and climbed behind her.
"I love you." She said as She layed her head on my chest.
"I love you to Ma." I said grabbing her hand and pouring some more henny in my cup.
"Whats in this thing it wont melt already" Kira said kicking the bath bomb as I laughed.
"Just chill Ma You'll see when it melt." I said giving her a massage. After 5 mins of sitting there relaxing Kira fell asleep.
"Kira wakee upp." I said shaking her.
" Noo Devin stopp." She whined wrapping her arms around my neck.
"Kiraa." I said laughing and shaking her.
"Huhh" she whined looking at me.
"Here." I said giving her the bomb as we got out the tub. She sat the bomb on the counter and started to dry off and putting on her clothes.
"Dont put a shirt on cuz um we gotta do some bout this." Kira said rubbing my back.
"Aight." I replied back. After we got dressed she grabbed the bomb and walked into the room and sat on the bed and opened It and it was a Pink and silver diamonded crown pandora ring.
"Omgg Devin Its Soo pretty thank you" she screamed kissing and Jumping on me. I laughed and hugged her.
"We been together for 4 months now Kira. So i want you know i love you and i wanna make it official with us." I said sliding the ring on her finger.
"I love you thank you". She said hugging me.
"I love you too now come on im hungry." I said getting up.
Nicki pov.
As i walked in Devin house Him and Kira was coming downstairs. "Just the person i came to see." I said crossing my arms.
"What? Whats wrong? & what happen?" Kira said walking over to me.
"Nothing." I said as tears came down my eyes.
"Nickii look at your fuckin arm." Kira said crossing her arms.
"Finee. My ex did that he found me Kay he came back for me. And keith wont talk to me. After we messed around he stopped talking to me." I said laying my head on her shoulder.
"Uh uh. Nicki getcho self together. Matter of fact he at my house go your ass over there & make him talk, remember how we use to do that shit now go and dont worry bout Marquis. Ima handle it." Kira said getting up. I got up and hugged her.
"Alright See you later." I said hugging her and leaving.
Kira pov.
I locked the door back and walked into the kitchen were Devin was then i took a bite out of his cheese filled pizza. I opened the first aid kit he took down and started cleaning up the sratches on his back.
"Damn Kira that shit burn." He said jumping up.
"Sit down its gone burn." I said laughing.
"That shit aint funny." He said looking at me.
"Alright alright im sorry sit down." I said still laughing and taking another bite out of his pizza.
"What was wrong with Nicki?" He said looking at me.
"Crazy ex and Keith . Keith wont talk to her you know keith." I said shaking my head as Devin laughed.
"Keith aint gone settle down yet." He said shaking his head.
"I know All done." I said kissing Devin cheek then walking over to the fridge and grabbing a box of cheez-its.
"So you just gone leave me?" He said sitting there looking at me crazy.
"Yeah." I said leaving out the kitchen. After i ran upstairs I laid across Devin bed and stared at the ring and smiled. I took a picture of it on snapchat and captioned it All Mines 😏💍💕😍. After I posted it I got a text .
Text conversation.
My Sisseey💕: Ooooo Kira were you get that ring from? 😍💍
Jayla Bayla😍: Right Its pretty asf.
Me: lol Devin ☺️
My sisseey💕: Ima have to talk to Brodiee. Where yall at.
Me: home.
Jayla Bayla😍: Must Be Nice B 😍Ima pray i get one those. 😂
My Sisseeey💕: right Jayla❗️
Me: lol its just a promise ring Nothing major. 🙄
Jayla Bayla😍: Shidd tell me watcha doing to get one those! Must be Throwinn it back real nice or some hell! 😂
My sisseey💕: 👀😂😂💯
Me: yall so crazy Nah But i do gotta hipp yall on What happen but ima tell yall later. 😍💦😂😛
Jayla Bayla😍: ima be Pw 😊
My sisseey💕: 👀
Me: lol ima talk to yall later
Jayla Bayla😍: Kk boo 😘
My sisseey: Alright 💕
End of conversation.
I sat the cheezits on the nightstand. As i stopped on a picture of him and Amayah. I scrolled back down a little and saw it was took 3 mins ago. I rolled my eyes then commented on the picture Aight Mbn 😍😂🙌🏾...... "Devinnn!" I yelled. Nothing....
"Devinnn." I yelled again. Still no answer. So i decided to call him.
Phone conversation
Me: Devin!
Baby😍💍: what
Me: you aint hear me yelling your name !?
Baby😍💍: no
Me: Whatever Were you at ?
Baby😍💍: headed back to the house.
Me: mmm alright
Baby😍💍: Waddup you alright?
End of conversation
I screenshotted the picture and sent it to me Brittney and Jayla groupchat.
Text conversation
Jayla Bayla😍: Wtf. Kira were u was ? Wait min it didnt he just give u a promise ring & he already pullinn this shit
My sisseey💕: omm Kira do I needa pull up?
Me: Nah Sussy. And Im at his house i aint know he left.
Jayla Bayla😍: mann Lemme go comment on this shiitt You knoe she doing that shit to get at you Devin can fuck up if he want to omm. Man im still tweakin off this shit .
My Sisseeey💕: Uh Uh Kira Leave. Go home.
Jayla Bayla😍: right. im surprised Keith aint called you yet.
Soon as she said That he started calling
Me: Matter fact he calling now❗️
I ainswered his call. Phone conversation
Me: Yess Keith? Dont even Fuss I Know
Brother 😛💯: Come home Kira Now.
Me: *sighs .. Alright
Brother😛💯: i aint playing if you aint here in about a hour Ima come get you myself and you dont want me to come.
Me: alright keith.
End of conversation.
After i hung up. I laid there for a min then slid on my fur slides and grabbed my keys. As i got to the bottom step he walked in the house.
"Were you going?" He asked stopping me. I looked at him and shook my head.
"Move Devin." I said walking around him. He blocked the door so I couldnt leave.
"Were you going?" He asked crossing his arms. I put my hand on my hips then looked up at him.
"You must think ima damn fool huh?" I said looking at him.
Devin pov.
"What you talm bout Kira?" I said confused as fuck. She grabbed my shirt showing me a blue lipstick Stain.
"What the fuck is this Devin. What the fuck is this on your neck. Then you had the actual nerve to take a picture with the bitch You cant say i did this cuz i dont wear this color lipstick and i know how my hickeys Look like she been sucking on the same spot for an hour." She said punching me. I grabbed her hands.
"Look Kira chill Just lemme explain."I said backin her up to the wall.
"No I gotta go" . She said pushing pass me and leaving.
Kira pov.
I hopped in my car and backed out Their driveway. I turned on Needed Me By Rihanna as i stopped at the light. But didnt they tell you I was a savage. I sanged along. I looked down and saw I was getting a call from Devin. I ignored it and pulled up to my house. I got out the car and walked into the house. I ran upstairs and knocked on keith door. "Hey Im in my room if you need me." I said peeking my head in his room.
"Come here for min". He said not taking his attention off the tv. I walked in and closed the door then walked over and sat beside him.
"You good?" He said looking at me then back at his tv. I nodded my head holding back the tears.
"Alright" he said looking at me. I nodded my head and slowly walked out his room, i walked into my room, closing the door behind me. I walked over to my bed and layed across it. I looked at the ring as the tears started to flow. I laid my head on my favorite bear and cried myself to sleep. 3 hours later I woke up with a headache i looked at the time and it was 8:30 i checked my phone and saw i had 15 messages and 10 miss calls. I checked my calls and saw they were from Jayla Brittney and Devin. I put my phone on silent and threw it on my nightstand then grabbed the advil i had sitting on my nightstand and took it then climbed under my covers. I looked at the ring on my finger then pulled it off and threw it across my room then turnt on my side and closed my eyes.
Keith pov.
After about 3 hours i went to check on Kira. I turned on her light and saw her sleep. I noticed something shining laying on her couch. I walked over to the couch and saw the ring laying on the couch. I shook my head then picked up the ring and sat it on top of her jewlery box. I looked at the ring then back at her and walked out the room turning the light off behind me.
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•Yall think Devin fooled around with his babymama? 😎
•So Whos everybody favorite character or couple?
-Dee & Jayla 💕
-Brittney & Deanthony💍
-Devin & Kira 😛
-Nicki & Keith 😍
-Zoe 👏🏽
-Marcus 😎
Sorry for any mistakes .
Enjoy 😘