I've been lying alone in my room for hours.
But no one has seemed to notice.
I feel empty again.
Like I've lost my will to continue.
Can't seem to find a hold around these sharp tribulations of life.
I listen to music & watch uplifting or humorous videos, but not much seems to work lately.
It's absolutely ridiculous how lonely I feel.
I don't know what to do with myself.
I thought it was all getting better.
But it's not, it's getting bad again.
Stupid fucked up brain never stops shouting.
I have a week old cup of coffee sitting next to my bed.
It's falling apart so easily.
Yet it was So hard to build it up.
Happening all over again.
YOU ARE READING
a collection of unprocessed thought
Randomi'm going to use this to post occasional things that rattle on through my mind & stories i want to share & things like that bc why not
