I woke up thinking about what happened yesterday, its crazy really I was used for fucks sakes, I look around and to my left there is a glass of water and a letter, I grab the letter and open it, it says.
"Hey Lydia you're probably reading this right now thinking 'what the fuck is happening to your life' well a lot, i'm gonna make your life a nightmare thinking you're all smart telling Kian and Emma, don't think I forgot, I just used you for sex yesterday because I was really horny and needed someone to fix it, don't think that meant anything, I'm using you Lydia, and I'm everywhere. Watching you,
- Jc :)"
Wait so he used me? I'm not really surprised really, he uses everyone. After Jc fucked me last night it changed something in me, and I don't know what it is but I feel alive and feel like I want to do something id never do again, but I'm not gonna do what I was thinking of doing.
I got our of bed and felt my legs give up and I fell on the floor, i cussed under my breath and try to get up which i succeed in and go take a shower, I feel dirty after what Jc did to me, it felt wrong but felt so right, after I showered I changed into some sweatpants and a white plane shirt, I left my hair up in a bun and sat on the couch and watched cartoons.
--2 weeks later--
Its been 2 weeks, 2 whole fucking weeks and I've not been outside, I was scared, scared to go out there just in case I saw Jc and he would hurt me again.
I'm sitting on my bed looking at the wall and doing nothing, just nothing, I feel like I've been kicked out of life and I don't like it, I can't fall in love with a fuckboy but I am.
I decided to do something today, so i stopped looking at the wall like a dumbass and took a shower and got dressed into a navy blue flannel with a white top and leggings with some black boots on, I walk out of my apartment for the first time in 2 weeks and looked around to see if I see anyone, and i didn't. Thank god.
I turned a corner and I saw him, the person who fucked me and who is going to ruin my entire life. Jc, he saw me looking and I looked somewhere else, he was with Emily, He's still with her? Damn.
"Hi Lydia" I heard Emily's voice, wait if she's here then Jc is like right near me, I slowly turn my head and reply back with a smile.
"Oh, okay you're not very talky today" Emily says
"Sorry, I just have a lot of things going on" I reply, I look at Jc, I see evil in his eyes and i don't like it, he sees me looking and smirks.
"Come on baby, let's go" Jc says to Emily, and with that they both walk off.
I noticed something when they walked, I felt a feeling I've never felt before, jealousy, I was jealous, jealous because Jc was with Emily, I've never been jealous before, my mind was blank for the rest of the day.
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I was walking around my apartment feeling worried about my life, Jc did something today, its been a week now and he finally begins to ruin my life, i came home today and saw a drawing on my wall with a note saying 'It starts here baby, the game has begun' with pictures of me half naked, why, why me.
I was knocked out of my though when I heard a knock on my door, my head snapped towards the door, I was scared to open it, I slowly walked up to the door and slowly unlocked it and eventually opened it.
It was Kian, I have this sick feeling that he's in on this game with Jc.
He walked in without saying a word "hey Kian" i say quietly "shut up" he shouts.
"you're coming with me no questions just come" he says
I follow him, I follow him into some weird forest, we spent hours walking, the forest was foggy.
"Kian what are we doing here"
"you'll see" he smirks and walks away, after a few moments i hear footsteps.
"this is where the games begin" i hear Jc shouts
I feel a hand on my shoulder, I'm scared to turn around so I just stand, Jc pushes me to the cold floor and I whimper in pain.
He just laughs, I feel tears start to form in my eyes but i stop them, i don't wanna show myself as a weak person.
Jc kneels down in front of me, I look up "I love it when you're on your knees" he says
"how does it feel to be down Lydia? it sucks doesn't it" I stare "DOESNT IT" he shouts "y-yes" hr smiles
"let the games begin" Jc says
(A/N this is where things get graphic, I got this idea from a 5sos sex slave story and it was a real graphic one)
I hear Jc grab things but I can't see what he's doing, as I'm thinking I feel a knife on the back of my neck, he then cuts the back of my dress with it and bra "you're gonna fucking enjoy this" Jc says evilly, and with that I feel the knife being dug into my skin I scream in pain "stop please!" I cry out, he ignores me and carves something into my back, it hurts so fucking bad.
"My name is forever carved into your skin princess' he says and kisses my cheek, I lay there crying in pain.
"dont cry baby, it was fun, trust me things are gonna get worse than this" he says and drops the knife next to me, I slowly turn my head and see the bloody knife laying on the floor next to me, I can't move anything, I'm weak, I hate it so much.
