Changes ≫ Simon Lewis

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It's been a week since I last went out my room. The night my heart was shattered. Isabelle has been carrying my food to my room. Clary and Simon have been shut out. I'm pretty sure Jace still doesn't know about this and Alec who's just still pretty nuch Alec.

"Claire, I know your not feeling well but it's weird for a Shadowhunter to get so sick so easily." I hear Jace's voice from yhe other side of the door

I sighed and opened the door and his eyes had gotten wide.

"No phyiscally sick. Emotionly sick." I said opening the door slightly enough for him to see my face

"I'm sorry to hear that." He said "I'll leave you alone."

I hear Jace's footsteps walk away. I closed the door and rolled my eyes. This is ridiculous. I have to get better or else someone might figure it out. I shake my head and I look in the mirror.

"Move on." I told myself "It's not worth mentally killing yourself."

I opened the door and I went to Isabelle's room. I knocked on the door and she was surprised I went out of my room.

"I'm leaving. I'll be back, I don't have the keys to the Institute is okay if I call you instead?" I asked

She nodded with a half smile. I walked away with my keys, phone and wallet. I locked my door and left the Institution. I drove away to different places with lots of people. I forgot the pro's and con's to drive around. Everywhere I turned I saw Simon. GOSH, what is wrong with me?!

"Get out of my head." I said weakly. I kept driving around breathing in and out. It was hot and by the time I came back it was 5:00.

"We're at Taki's across from the Instution." Isabelle said. "Okay." I hung up the phone. Taki's across the street. I made sure I didn't get hit by any cars since some drivers absolutely reckless.

I opened the door to see everyone in the booth. I saw Isabelle's who saw me first and she waved her hands gesturing to come over. I sat down in front of her and the person I sat next to Alec. Good thing, Simon was sitting on the other side of him.

"Claire! I'm so glad you're here." Clary grabbed my hand grinning. "Thanks, I'm just glad I could get out of bed." I smiled. "We still haven't order yet. Did you want something?" Isabelle asked

"Nah. I'm good. Thanks." I said. They all nodded. A waitress came by and they all ordered. They finished eating as I stared lost in thought in the table.

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We all went home and went off to bed. I heard a knocking at the door and I opened it. Simon.