12:05 A.M.I am actually writing this because I can't focus on what I am doing right now. I've been having so many thoughts rumbling inside my head, and I needed to get this out.
Such thoughts like these:
I've been bothered by this sudden change of mood of my friend , to the point that it irritates me a lot. But what bothered me even more is realizing that I've been doing that as well when I don't feel like to be in the mood a couple of times ago.
And another idea was, I'm thinking, people are too busy to notice me, my existence, but I am also preoccupied to my business to even care about that.
Until now, I seem to be very unlucky to find a real and very well-accepted friendship. I don't know . I just don't know.
Lately, I'm starting to get confused upon spending a lot of my time to this one particular person, so does he, like as if there's something but really I must not expect and assume for something quite uncleared. I'm just confused why I allot most of my time talking to him if we're just merely friends. And why does he as well do so? I hate this situation.
Another, I've been thinking of what would be the reaction of someone I know who might be reading this now. I don't have clues, but I am concern with her thoughts.
Right at this time, I'm trying to study my copies of notes and yet, neither of my two subjects were finished. Yes, I'm having my exam tomorrow. Goodluck to me, I already spent hours desperately trying to focus on my current business, but really. I'm so tired, I can't contain those thoughts anymore. I better grab some rest.
Sign out. 12:18 A.M.
