S.coupstas Tu Is Calling (S.coups X Reader)

0.2: A Bittersweet Night

You woke up in the middle of the night after dreaming of Seungcheol again. This time you dreamt of him kissing another girl. You felt breathless and thirsty. You went to kitchen to get some water.

"AAAHHH!!!" You almost jumped out of shock when you saw Joshua leaning against the kitchen counter after you turned on the light.
"Yah! Ssshhh! My housekeeper might wake up from your screams!" He told you and grabbed his guitar from the floor.
"Sorry. I'm just shocked. Why are you here?" He looked at you confused.
"Hmmm...well, because this is my house?" He said making you laugh. He's slow.
"No. I mean why are you here? Shouldn't you be sleeping?"
"I woke up because I can hear your sleep talking from my room." He said as he sat on the countertop.
"Oh. Sorry. I always sleeptalk."
"It's okay. I'm not that sleepy anyway." He said and started playing his guitar.

You filled a glass with water and drank as he played. You don't know what song he's playing but it makes you sad. He glanced at you as he played.

"You're not going back to sleep?" He asked you.
"...I'm not that sleepy too." This made him smile a little.
"Sit here beside me. I'll sing for you."

And so you did. He sang as he played Monodrama. You don't understand the lyrics that much but it reminds you of Seungcheol. It makes you regret things. You want to talk to him but you kept asking yourself if he wants to talk to you too. His last text message is a week old now. Maybe he's really happy now with that girl.

"You miss him?" Jisoo asked you at the end of the song as he put his guitar aside.

You simply nodded because you can't talk. You're biting your lip to suppress your sobbing. Your tears are flowing down your cheek even with your eyes tightly closed.

"Maybe you should learn to forget him and move on. He already did that. It's your turn now. You deserve to be happy, Y/N-ah." He said.

You slowly opened your eyes and looked at him. He's smiling but all you see is Seungcheol's smile.

"It's hard, oppa. I still love him. How can one forget the person she loves the most? It's like forgetting who you are and everything about yourself!" Your voice cracked as you spoke.

You covered your face with your hands as you sobbed weakly. You didn't cry so much when you left him, and it looks like all the sadness you kept inside is trying to escape from inside you now. You feel so hopeless and weak. Jisoo moved closer to you and hugged you.

"I'm sorry, Y/N-ah. I don't like seeing you cry but you need to realize that he doesn't deserve your love, that someone else is willing to love you and fight for you." He said as he caressed your hair.

You tried to open your mouth to say something, anything but your sobbing just gets heavier when you do. Your face is buried in his chest while he caressed your hair. You stayed like that until you stopped crying. You slowly pulled away from him.

"Y/N-ah," He called your name as he wiped your tears away from your cheeks. "I'll make sure you'll never get hurt again. Don't cry anymore. It makes you less beautiful." He kissed your forehead.
"I'm not even beautiful, oppa." You said to lighten the atmosphere.
"Yah! Don't say that. You are. Didn't I tell you that before? You are very beautiful, Y/N-ah." He said as he patted your head. "Maybe we should go back to sleep now." He said and jumped off the kitchen counter.
"Yeah."
"Let me help you." He said as he put your hands on his shoulders and his on your waist.

He lifted you off the counter. He walked you to your bedroom and went back to his room. You lay down on bed still unable to sleep. You stared at the ceiling until your phone suddenly vibrated. You reached out for it and read the text message.

[Y/N-ah, this is Seungcheol. I know you're still awake. Sleep now. Good night. I love you!]

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I wrote the second book! I don't know if this is a first but I think it's really rare for fanfics to have a second book, especially for a kpop fanfic. Anyway, enjoy it!