(Special Chapter) 1.5: You made your Choice

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Again, this is not really a special chapter. Just a change in the point of view. Guess whose it is this time.

This chapter is for Sheit_blckie.  I know this is not what you wanted.

Yeah, I randomly dedicate chapters to my readers to let them know I acknowledge their support. Love you!

•●Back to the story!●•

"Hyung, you're going to my surprise, right?" Jisoo asked me this afternoon.
"What surprise?" I was on my way to the practice room.
"My surprise for the girl I like. I told you about a week ago, remember?"
I smiled at him. "Ah. Yeah. I'll be there ofcourse. I'm so happy for you, Jisoo." I patted his shoulder as I walked past him.
I was about to turn a corner when he spoke again. "You should be, hyung. You have no choice."

I turned around to look at him, but he was already walking away. I saw a suspicious contact name on his phone days ago. "Jagiya." I heard him talking to someone too, someone with the same name as you.

I borrowed his phone once. I tried calling the number, Jisoo's honey whoever she is. I knew I heard your voice. I was sure it's yours until I told Seungmin about it. He told me it's probably just because I miss you too much I start thinking it's you when I hear a similar voice. Maybe he's right. I miss you so much, Y/N. Yeobo, where are you?

"Is she not yet here? It's hot!" Seungkwan asked as we waited for the girl Jisoo likes.
"Shut up. Jisoo hyung is already calling her. Ugh! I think I'm going to sneeze again!" Mingyu told him.

He sneezed again covering his mouth with his hand and then wiped it on oblivious Vernon sitting beside Seungkwan. Everyone was there except Jun who's filming a movie and Wonwoo who is in Japan now.

"She's on her way! Let's turn off the lights!" Jisoo shouted.
"I'll light up the candles!~" Hoshi said in a singsong way.

Everyone looked happy and excited for Jisoo so I tried to be the same. I smiled seeing them especially Joshua so happy. He really likes that girl.

"I think she's here, guys. Go hide now!!!" His mom told us.
"Do you think she'll like this?" Jisoo asked me.
"I don't know. I don't even know her."
With the help of the candlelight, I saw him smirk. "Trust me, hyung. You know her very well."

He went to his position leaving me wondering what he means. If you were here, you would definitely know what he means. I knew you would because between the two of us, you're the smarter one.

"Oppa?"

Everyone went silent when someone entered the house. Probably it's the girl Jisoo likes, that "Jagiya."

"Oppa?" She repeated.

We were all in the kitchen hiding in the darkness. I felt the excitement in everyone's whispers and even their breathing. I know it's weird, but I think it's weirder that I felt excited too. I was excited until I heard your voice again.

"Who's there?" I'm sure it's you.

Mingyu sneezed again. The8 accidentally stepped on DK's foot. I heard lots of noises and voices, but all I could think of is your voice. Then, I remembered what my brother said. Maybe I was imagining again. I looked at Jeonghan who's standing beside me smiling excitedly.

"Y/N-ah," Jisoo called out your name.

I knew it. Ofcourse it's you! I slowly turned my head to look at you. Even if I don't look at you, I'm sure it's you. Even when the kitchen was so fragrant, nothing beats your scent.

"Oppa, what's this? Aren't you supposed to be resting, not decorating your kitchen? Why is it dark here?" Look at you. So caring. How can someone stop himself from falling for you?!
"I'm not sick, Y/N-ah. I'm just in love."

So you're that girl, that "Jagiya"? So I'm right?! You really are the girl who answered my call! I wanted to hug you, kiss you, cuddle you, smell every bit of your fragrant scent, but I decided to wait. You look different. Your hair has grown longer. But, you're still just as beautiful. You were just a few feet away from me! Can't you feel I was there?!

"Y/N, months ago we met in a kitchen too, right? When I entered that apartment's kitchen, I felt something strange. And then, I saw you. And at that very moment, I knew that that girl in that kitchen before sunrise is the girl I want to see every morning after I open my eyes." He said as he walked towards you before kneeling in front of you. He took your hand and said "I want to marry you, Y/N-ah, but I know you're not yet ready for marriage. So Y/N-ah, instead of asking you to be my wife, I ask you now, will you be my girlfriend?"

He took out the ring he borrowed from me, the one I was planning to give you last July 14. But, you left me days before that. I really want to give you that ring, but not this way!

"Y/N-ah..." I called your name hoping you would hear me. But, I'm too dumb.
"Why not?" You told him.

Well, why did I expect you to say no?! I can't expect you to reject him! I can't expect you to still love me! You left me because you don't love me anymore, right?! Or did you leave me because you want to be with him?!

And then, he kissed you and you closed your eyes.

I couldn't take it anymore. I carefully went out of his house. I made sure no one noticed me because I don't want to interrupt their happiness and your happiest moment. After I put you in a very bad situation, maybe you do deserve to be happy even without me.

I ran and ran as if running would make you come back to me.

I ran and ran.

I ran and ran until I can't run anymore.

My body dropped on the floor. I turned and lay flat on the floor. Looking at the ceiling, I know I'm in my house now, in the living room. I know this spot where I'm lying now is exactly the same spot where you called me S.coupstas tu a few weeks ago and told me that you love me, that you love me always.

Yeobo, is that a lie? Do you still love me? Because, I still love you.

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