Scared to death [COMPLETED]

Chapter 1

You can leave me

Take away all that I have

You can want me

Love me for who I am

Choices, romance

Takin' me high in the air

Flyin', so scared

Afraid not to see you again

'Cause I'm scared to death

Now that I'm losin' you

I'm scared to death

Knowin' I can't get through

I'm scared to death

Living this so lonely life without you

Oh baby, I'm scared to death

One of the hardest part is saying goodbye to person you love the most,

It's hard to accept the fact that one must say goodbye and the other one must stay..

I know that nothing is permanent like our life,

Time will come, that our life will come to an end.

Im not scared to death,I'm just scared to the fact that I'll be missing you..

My name is Safara, a 22 year old girl, a girl who's life is so miserable.Yeah, my life is a mistake.Unluckily napunta ako sa ganitong klaseng pamilya.Pamilyang tinalikuran ako sa kabila ng pagmamahal na ipinadama ko sakanila.At ito ay dahil sa aking walang kwentang ama.Yeah, it's my dad's fault .He destroyed everything., he ruin our life dahil sakanya kung bakit nagkawatak-watak ang pamilya namin.

FLASHBACK

" Mom what's happening here?!" gulat kong tanong nng maabutan kong nagtatalo NANAMAN sinac Mom and Dad

 

 

 

" Why don't  you ask your father?!"

 

 

" Dad?" tanong ko sakanya.

 

 

 

"I'm sorry  but I cant stand this family.Parati nalang nagseselos ang Mom mo.Parati nya ako inaakusahan sa bagay na di ko naman ginawa.Pero siguro panahon na para umalis ako sa pamilya na to.Aalis na ako at sasama na ako kay Victoria.Oo aaminin ko tinotohanan ko na ang lahat.Sawang sawa na ako sa mga paratang ng Mommy mo." At tuluyan na kami iniwan ni Dad.Gusto ko syang intindihin dahil alam ko nahihirapan na sya pero di naman ata tama na talikuran nya kami ng ganun na lang.

 

-End of flashbacks

 

After a few months, nakaramdam ako ng madalas na pagsikip ng dibdib ko,So I decided to consult my doctor.Pero parang binuhusan ako ng malamig na tubig nang malaman ko na may sakit ako.

flashbacks

" I'm sorry Ms. Safara to tell u this."

sambit ng doctor.

" A---ano po yun? What's the problem doc?" tanong ko habang kinakabahan.

" You have a heart cancer." tears fell down from my eyes.