BTS:One Shots/Imagines

{Suga} Rain And Heartaches - (a)

"Meow" her cat purs as she pats the snowy white creature that lay beside her.It was pouring down heavily outside.
Normally people would snuggle in with their loved one's and watch a good movie or group of friends would plan a lazy hangout talking for hours about pointless stuff.

But she had none of that planned.Bed sheets lying messily at one side and her legs dangling over the bed,her hair spread across the white sheet still damp after a hot bath,she pets her only friend,Frost.She stares at the ceiling , listening to the pitter-patter of the raindrops as they hit against her windowpane .She sighs and looks at her pet.The creature purs at her and looks just as bored as she did."Ah C'mon,lets get you something to eat".

She props up on her elbow and slowly,lazily,stands up and stretches."Ah the things I do for you" she speaks to her pet and drags her feet ,making her way to the kitchen.
Turning on the radio ,she opens the fridge to look for something that she can much on.
"Milk....yogurt....fruits...oh Ice-cream!!" .Pulling out the half eaten bowl of ice-cream and grabbing onto the cat food packet and biting on an apple all at the same time,she kicks the door shut.

She pushes the food tray towards Frost.The creature sniffs the brown substance and feeds on it with a heavy heart,tired of eating the same food everyday.Slumping down on a chair beside him,she bites into her Apple.Spoon in one hand she scoops the butterscotch flavoured cream and pursed her lips.Dropping the spoon back into the bowl ,she lays her head on the table and pushes the bowl away,crying.
"I miss him" she mumbles between her silent sobs.

** "We can't go on like this!" She yells ,throwing the bills away."I'm doing all I can alright!" He yells back ,picking up the bills up from the floor."Maybe we need..." Suga looks up at her with disbelief and pain.Clearly hurt from what she was implying. He walks towards her,"Don't.." He hushed her.Y/N shaking slightly moves away,not ready to embrace him."We both know it's the best option Min" He stares at her for a moment and turns around,hiding the tears that welled up in his eye."I...I'm trying" he whispers,still looking away.Y/N looks down and runs her hand through her hair,"I know.I know you are,but it won't work.Us....it won't work." Y/N utters these words,words that cut like knives,words that wounded the two.The silence in the room got disturbingly painful ,Min walks out.Y/N watches him leave and it's been 3 months and he never came back to check on her.**

Frost leaps upwards and snuggles his head into her hair,making an effort to stop her from crying.Y/N looks up,her eyes swollen red with anger and pain.She wipes her tears and smiles slightly,"I'm alright buddy" she lies to the creature who seemed to understand her.
Frost snuggles in closer to her and she pats him with a sad smile.
Heartache,a pain that cannot be cured with medicines or therapy.An everlasting,haunting ache of love,such a dangerous yet beautiful feeling.A pain that never makes you forget the very source of it,yourself.You fall into this trap and make a mistake and there's no way out.The past always haunts ,no matter how hard you try to run away from it.She was another victim of heartache.The thought of heartache and break ups seemed ridiculous to her until she met Suga .

She gets up and walks to the washroom.Washing her tears away with warm water and taking a deep breath,she looks up into the mirror.Her face was slightly swollen and her hair almost dry now."Uck..." She says in disgust and pulls out the hair dryer.

** "Yoongi what are you doing?" "Trying to get my hair to dry" he says standing under the fan.His hair dripping wet and sticking to his forehead,he tousled it now and then to make it dry faster.Y/N laughs and pulls him away from the fan."Sit" she says and pulls out the hair dryer and switches it ON.He closes his eyes ,feeling relaxed when she runs her hand through his hair ,pulling on knots and working silently like the expert she was.He looks up smiling at her,"What?" She asks ,slightly nervous at his gaze."I love you" he mumbles ,his voice low ,as if he were dozing off."Hey! Don't sleep!" Y/N snaps him back to reality and laughs,"I love you too" she whispers and he shut his eyes and smiled.**