Heavenly Fire

What Did I Do?

BEFORE YOU BEGIN:
I wanted to apologize for not updating, Ive been pretty busy with classes, sports, and family shit. Thank you to those who came back after I haven't posted in a while. ILYSM 💖 and thank you all for almost 100 reads 💕.

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This is the characters thoughts.
This is Suga speaking.
This is Daichi speaking.
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    Suga's POV

   I feel my heart racing as I get up.
He's the sweetest person ever.
I wanna declare my feelings but I just can't.
I just can't take another 'no' from the person I love.
It's happened too many times before.

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We walk into my apartment and I go straight to the bedroom.
I don't want him to see me like this.
Blushing tomato red and on the edge of crying.
I love him so much.
Does he love me back?
Oh God, help me.

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    Daichi's POV

    I walk in and see Suga rush to the bedroom. I hear him turn on the shower as I put my stuff down.
I keep on thinking about what happened earlier.
I wished we would've just gotten closer.
Close enough so I can feel his lips on mine.
Damn it.
I wanna tell him, but I can't.
He'll probably freak out and leave me.
I don't want him to leave me.
I love him too much.

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   Suga's POV

  I get out of the shower and just go directly to bed. I feel to embarrassed to talk to Daichi. He already knows he can do and eat whatever he wants, so I don't need to be awake. I suddenly drift of to sleep, seeing Daichi's face in my dream.

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Daichi's POV

  I walk into the bedroom and see Suga fast asleep.
How adorable.
I have the urge to kiss his forehead, but I fight it.
I lay down on the ground, on a bunch of pillows and blankets.
I started to drift off slowly until I hear my name being whispered.

" D-Daichi, don't....."

I sit up.
I hear some sobbing.

" D-Daichi, don't leave .......... please "

More sobbing.
I look at the bed and see Suga crying, and sleep talking.
I get up and place my hand on his face.

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Suga's POV

I feel a hand on my face. It wakes me up. I open my eyes to see Daichi staring back at me. Oh god no, did he hear me? What is he thinking? Shit. I fucked up badly.

SUGAWARA KOUSHI IF YOU DARE TO SAY ANYTHING TO HIM I SWEAR I'LL-

"Daichi, I-I can't take it anymore. Ever sense I meet you I fell in love with you. I-I didn't want to tell you because I was scared you'd leave me. But, but now it's time to tell you. Daichi, I love you."

Fuck.

I say that with tears dripping down my face.

I can't tell what Daichi's thinking. His face is blank, almost emotionless.

Great. Just great.

I cry even more into my hands as the scene happening in front of me breaks my heart.

He left.

He just walked out the door and left.

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PLEASE DONT HATE ME I HAD TO LEAVE IT ON A CLIFFHANGER.
This chapter was longer than most because I felt bad that I haven't updated.
I will try to update more frequently. Thank you all so much ILYSM 💕

- xoxo