(Nicole's POV )
Prom was officially here and I was excited about it but john hasn't asked me to prom yet I mean does he even want to go or what like I don't understand? ?..
I was in history class not paying attention because I was thinking on what dress and heels to wear and also about John I mean he made me feel if I matter to the world ...
I'm truly am happy after class I headed to lunch i really didn't want to hang out with John's group but he wasn't there ?? Odd he's always there at lunch "hey randy have you seen john?" I asked "yeah I heard he was going to the gym" he said....
"Alright thanks " I said just as I headed to the gym I heard alot of giggling I went towards the bleachers and I couldn't believe him i couldn't believe that John was caressing that's girl's cheek the girl who shoved a freaking twinkie in my mouth...
What the hell was he doing "look here's the plan after prom I'll come visit you " he said that broke my heart he then suddenly peck her on the lips..
I officially hate guys. .
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Just as last period came by I avoided all eye contact with john I went to go do squats I was upset and angry I thought he would've been different I should of followed my brain than my heart....
As I was taking a break I decided to go talk to one of the guys I mean if John can sneak around with a girl then I have the balls to talk and flirt with a guy in front of him....
"Hey there" I said he looked up but before he met my face he saw my cleavage and I couldn't blame him "uh h..hi" he said "What's your name dude" I said "alberto" he said "Alberto? ?.. sounds manly" I said he just smiled in the corner of my eye I saw John starting he didn't look too happy. .
"Wow your growing some muscles can I feel them?" I asked "s..s..sure " he said he flex them for me and I felt them but they weren't hard as John's ..
After class I saw that John was waiting for me "you didn't have to wait for me you know" I said coldly "What was that back there" he said as if he cared "with what" I said "don't play dumb with me Nicole what were you doing with Alberto " he said "no John the question you have to answer is what the hell were you kissing the girl who shoved down a twinkie in my mouth? " I said his face fell...
"Nicole i--" I cut him off "save it John I thought you were different " I said tearing up "me and you are done I mean if you can't handle a relationship with me then I don't see us being together, congratulations John you won't be embarrass anymore" I said as I walked past him....
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SORRY FOR MAKING THIS CHAPTER SHORT BUT I TO BE HONEST I DON'T THINK I CAN UPDATE 4 BOOKS AT A TIME LIKE I LOOSE MY IDEAS AND THIS AND THAT SO AFTER I'M DONE WITH THE 4 BOOKS I'M GONNA PUBLISH ONE BOOK AT IT TIME..
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Fanfiction"Why?" I asked "why do you notice me now unlike before? "I added "I was blinded by my pride "he said. .. Nicole was bullied by her weight no liked her ,her crush never noticed her until senior year has arrived...
