(Nicole's POV)
I have to leave john is making this hard i mean i just lost my virginity to him he might think that i used him and left but really i didnt i wish i could stay but i cant...We both left the bathroom but seperately he followed me to go get another beer but that all ended when eve came hugging him from behind i just left i wanted to ignore the situation....
I texted amy to pick me up she responded a few minutes saying she would be here in a bit i felt tears forming in my eyes i was basically running away again ....
Minutes flew by and amy has just arrived just as i opened the door john came out "NICOLE!!!" He yelled but it was too late to turn back "just go amy please" i said she nodded and she began to drive i looked through my mirror and i saw john running towards our car but gave up shortly as he was on his knees..
"What happened ?" She asked "i dont know what came over me but i lost my virginity to john "i said "was it a mistake?"she asked ....
Im surpise shes not mad at me like other parents "its a yes and a no, yes because im never going to see him again and no because it felt good and i did it with him" i said amy chuckled "how did it feel?" She asked as she smirked "it hurt" i said thats when amy bursted out laughing....
I felt embarassed throughout the car ride amy and i were talking "why is love hard to cooperate?" I asked "its not hard nicole he was just not the right one" she said as her eyes were locked on the road...
I was focused on my phone as brie was getting upset with me for leaving ,leaving her but i dont see the problem she has randy and renee and i have no one...
It got quite it felt nice "you hungry?" Amy asked thats when my stomach was growling "im gonna take that as a yes" she said as she laughed softly ..
I love the fact that me and amy have a special relationship i consider more than my best friend i actually consider her as my mother...
She smiled at me but that smile faded away as her eyes widened to the road i was too late to turn to see what happened thats when my head hit the windsheld causing me to black out....
My eyes opened but it was a blur but i saw blue , white, and red lights blinking ...
I saw a man with a paramedics uniform on checking for my pluse..
"Shes breathing!!"
The first thing on my mind is where is amy..
"W..w..here is a..a..my" i stuttered to talked
"Dont struggle to talk " he said
They placed me into the paramedic van my eyes couldnt believe what they were seeing as we began to drove off...
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MY FIRST AND LAST LOVE
Fanfiction"Why?" I asked "why do you notice me now unlike before? "I added "I was blinded by my pride "he said. .. Nicole was bullied by her weight no liked her ,her crush never noticed her until senior year has arrived...