MY FIRST AND LAST LOVE

CHAPTER 22

(Nicoles POV)
It felt like years since amys death but really its been 3 weeks and i still cant get out of this depression stage i feel like im gonna loose it i was getting ready to go back to school i was nervous ...

I didnt want john to pick me up i afraid hes gonna be embarrass of me again so i decided to crutch my way back into school i wore so jeans, a tank top and my hoodie since it was raining i felt like an idiot crutching to school...

I felt sick to my stomach just thinking about school , i looked at my phone realizing i was great just great after minutes of arriving to school the lady in the office gave me a pass...

I crutch my way into 1st hour which was math just as i opened the door eyes were on me "well hi there nicole" shane said i gave him the pass "well go take a seat" he said i nodded as i turned to go to my seat my heart dropped that b'tch eve took my spot and i saw john next to her helping her with a problem it took seconds for john to realized i was here his face was red i rolled my eyes and sat in the back...

I tried to ignore contact with john no matter how cute he was i was ignoring him..

Since shane didnt have much to teach he gave us the rest of  class free time i looked out the window thinking how i wouldve died with amy going to heaven together...

Or how i wouldve died i still wouldnt have made people suffer..

All these thoughts in my head unanswered i suddenly felt presence next to me until i realized it was john "i thought you werent coming to school" he said "well i did john unless your embarass of me again" i said in anger...

"Hey no im not your my girlfriend nicole i love you" he said ..

"Doesnt seem so with her by yourside" i said in a voice of jealousy "she just needed help with the math nicole this stuff isnt pretty easy" he said the words he is saying are making me cringe is he really defending her??!!?..

"Maybe you should stay with her i mean you two after make a cute couple i mean youve dated her behind my back so i suggest you date her before going behind my back again" i said and just in time the bell rang i grabbed my crutches and headed to my next class i didnt want to hear johns excuse or bs ..

For the rest of the day i catched up on all my work ...

It was last hour gym and i had to work on my  legs for a bit before working on my arms i felt guys eyes on me it felt uncomfortable but john was mad but i didnt care...

"I havent seen you in awhile" a man with an accent said i looked up seeing alberto "yeah i sort of had an accident so i didnt went to school for awhile" i said "well everyone pees in there bed" he said "no not that kind of accident you dummy" i said as i laughed ...

Me and alberto talked for the whole class period and john didnt seem too happy...

Just as class ended i grabbed all my stuff and left quickly before john notices me it was pouring and i was continuing to crutch my way back home but a car was driving at my pace i looked just the person rolled down their window i realized it was john "get in" he said "nicole i wasnt asking now get in" he said firmly...

I sighed in defeat i got in and i put my stuff in the back the ride was silent but suddenly john stopped the car we werent even home yet "what was that back there" he said...

"Nothing john" i said "so talking to alberto was nothing" he said angry "so defending eve was nothing" i shot back "nicole eve means nothing to me"  he said "well alberto doesnt mean nothing to me either " i said "then what was that back there" he said...

"I was afraid to loose you again john i mean seeing you with eve got me upset and i dont know why i tried pushing you away when i really didnt want to" i said as i began to cry "im sorry nicole i didnt know " he said ...

He grasped my hand his warmth calmed me down he lifted my chin and kissed me it went from sweet and soft to needing more i unbuckled my seatbelt and slowly sat on johns lap he put the seat back so we can have more space johns hands were roaming up against my body we continued to kiss ...

John was getting frusterated since he could get to my breast since they were covered up but as soon as i took off my hoodie his face was in between my breast which caused me to moan his hands went to my ass and pushed me to his groin "oh god john" i moaned he grabbed a condon from his pocket i got up slowly ignoring the pain i had in my legs he revealed his d'ck and placed on the condom he pulled my jeans half way down as well as my panties i sat directly on of his c*ck his hands we holding me tight i began to control his d*ck as he began to groan his hips were moving up as he went deep "ah oh god" i moaned ...

My hands were on his neck as we continued to kiss our lips began to swell our tongues were in circles with each other john took off my top and bra and he began to bite and suck my breast  my nipples began to swell i stroke his back ...

I went straight to his neck as i continued to ride on his d'ck "oh god nicole" he said at some point his car began to shake since i was riding him like an animal i began to grind on him he held me tight on my hips not letting go ..

"Oh god nicole"

"Oh god john"

I began to moan and wimper as he went hard and fast with his hips which made me c#m soon after he did as well we were both breathless john tuck his d'ck away as i pulled up my underwear, and jeans and place my tanked top back on as well as my hoodie...

"Ready to go get something to eat " he asked..

"Of course" ...