Chapter 2: Shaking Hands With The Dark Parts Of My Thoughts

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Tyler's POV
Screaming was all I felt coming out of my throat and sweat soaking my body as I sat up immediately. My hands grabbed my neck remembering how real the feeling of the rope around my neck had felt. I felt my neck and no rope burns were there but that's when the tears came. "fuck ,it felt so real" I murmured through my hands as I cried and screamed. I grabbed my phone to distract my self from my aniexty, it was 3:30 am like every other night I woke from these dreams . I unlocked my phone to see me and Josh's messages popped up and he always tells me to call him if I have these dreams but I lie and say I never do anymore or that I'm fine or I just don't call. But this dream had been the roughest I've had in a while so I dialed joshes number slowly because I was shaking so bad I couldn't see the numbers on my phone. I started crying again praying that he would answer but then just when I was about to hang up, he answered. " Hey, you alright?" when I heard those words I couldn't stop crying. "Tyler I'm on my way" I wish he stayed on the phone, it's so quiet in this house. My thoughts get the best to me at this time of night. I didn't realized but I ended up staring at the wall till josh showed up 30 minutes later. Josh popped in my vision and I scream. " You alright ty?" he asked " yeah!...no" as I started having a hard time breathing as tears came down my pale face as I started to shake uncontrollably. Josh just grabbed me and picked me up from off the edge of the bed and put me on the right side and laid me down softly and put the blankets over me then crawled quietly in the other side of the bed and rubbed my back lightly and hugged me till I slowly fell asleep.

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