-Hailee-
-Next Day-
I woke got the New Dayshell Album as I plugged my IPhone into my Computer as I put the album on there as I put on 'Waste Of Space' As I just laid back in bed as I listened...I didn't want to move or do anything so I just laid there. I laid on my side as I looked at my scars on my wrists and waist. I just started crying softly; I shook my head as I looked at my phone it's 3am I sighed as I got up. I went to my dresser as I grabbed my razor, I went into my bathroom locking my door as I cut a couple times before I cried I threw the Razor into the sink. I got everything cleaned up and I stopped the bleeding, I took a shower and just changed into my panties and bra as I threw on my Cat Nip Black Tank top as I got on my Royal Bones Purple and Black Split Leg Skinnies. I looked around for my hoodie as I found my Glamour Kills Girls Forever Dreamer Hoodie I put it on being extremely careful as I got my Toms on as I went outside and walked around.
I took a deep breath in as I went to the park to see two guys there I shrugged and went to the swings, I just sat on the swing as I just swung a little. "hey!" I heard as I jumped. I looked up to see the two guys coming closer to me. I gulped a little as they came up to me as I saw the two people that I didn't think I would see again. "Mathew? Jordan?" I asked as they looked at me, "Hailee?" "Oh my god!!" I said as I hugged them both. They both laughed at me, "Where have you been?" I asked as they looked at me. "We got adopted remember." I gave them the look. They both chuckled. "You what are you doing in the rich part of town?" "Got adopted by Craig Mabbitt, and his girlfriend." They nodded as they smiled. "How have you been?" I shrugged. "Good just not used to having a family you know?" they nodded. "we know." "What are you guys doing here?" I asked as they smiled showing me a bag of weed. I laughed at them.
"why here?" I asked as they looked at one another, "Because the cops never come here at night." I nodded, "And if you pay them enough they'll look the other way." I said as they nodded. "Come on do it with us." I bit my lip, they just looked at me as I gave in. "fine." They smiled at me as I lit on I smoked it with them as a couple other people came. "Travis, Ryan, Andy this is our friend Hailee," I nodded at them as I giggled. Time went by as I had my head on Jordan's stomach as we saw the sun come up. "What time is it?" I said as I was coming down from my high. "About 5am." "Shit!" I said as I got up. "what's wrong?" "I wasn't supposed to leave the house!" I said as they looked at me. "Let me give you a ride home." Mathew said as I nodded.
If your wondering who Mathew and Jordan are they are my friends from the Orphanage from a long...long time ago; Mathew has long black hair, wears skinnies and band tee's all the time same with Jordan but he has dark brown hair. We were really close but when they got adopted everything went downhill for me.
I got into Mathew's car as I gave him directions home as I got out, "Thanks Matty your amazing." He just smiled at me as I blew him a kiss and ran into the house being quick and trying to be quiet. I locked the door as I got in and bolted to my room. Once I got in there I looked at my phone I had 5 missed calls from Craig. "Shit..." I mumbled as I called him back as I went into the bathroom and did my make-up. "Where were you?" he asked right away. "I had to get out of the house...I'm not used to having a room to myself or a family yet I got over whelmed and went to the park. When I got to the park I saw some friends I had in the Orphanage and we caught up." I said as I finished my make-up. "Gabby woke when she heard the door shut and she went into your room and you were gone she started freaking out Hailee." "I'm sorry just I need time to get used to this." I said quietly. "It's okay Hailee just tell one of us next time." "okay.." "Have fun today." I sighed, "I'll try." I said as he sighed also.
"What's really wrong Hailee?" "I just...just so confused about everything." I said quietly. "Like what?" dad asked me as I said, "How to be a sister, or a daughter how to act because I got kicked out of homes for being myself because they never liked the real me." "Whose the real you?" he asked as I gulped. "Partier, smokes weed time to time getting in fights with parents for not letting me be free." He laughed, "you sound like me." I rolled my eyes and smiled. "Just take it one day at a time. Oh and Leila told me you let her help you with cooking for lunch and dinner." "yeah why shouldn't she." I said as he laughed. "because a lot of people are picky about people being in the kitchen. "If I'm making like a huge meal I'm like that but not for dinner and lunch and breakfast." I said as he chuckled. "Do you have a twitter?" "Nope." "Make one!!" I laughed and nodded.
"Yes sir!" I said as he chuckled. "Alright get some sleep." "Can't I'm wired." I said as he chuckled. "Alright behave Hailee." "Okay dad!" I froze as neither of us spoke until he said, "I like the sound of that." I laughed, "I do too. Night!" "Night." He said as I hung up. I straightened my Dark Brown hair as I teased it a little and put a bit of perfume on and got my Tall Combat Boots on. I laced them as I turned on the TV in my room and turned it down so I didn't wake anyone. I got the twitter app on my phone and I made one as I had my name as: Hailee Mabbitt ; and my user name as @NoteToSelfMakeMeBelieveIt
I added mom and dad on it as the rest of the Escape The Fate crew added me as I accepted the requests as I tweeted:
Hailee Mabbitt (@NoteToSelfMakeMeBelieveIt): Got adopted by the best people in the world I have an amazing little sis and going to have a little bro soon can't wait<3
After I put that I heard Gabby just screaming as I got up as I quietly went upstairs to hear her fighting with dad... I went back downstairs as I saw Leila crying.. I picked her up as I went to my room as I put on something else for her as Gabby bursted into my room. Leila jumped and hid behind me. "everything okay?" I asked as she just ignored me and got Leila. She screamed till Gabby put her down and she came running back to me. She climbed onto my bed as she got underneath my blankets. "I'm going out today so you'll have Leila all day." I nodded as she left the room. I looked at my door really confused as Leila surfaced from my blankets. "They do that every time dad goes out." I just looked at her as she just cuddled into my blankets and fell asleep again.
"I thought they were happy..." I said quietly to myself as I went over to the Bay window in my room and just sighed. I texted dad to see if it was okay to drive to LA and back; he said it was fine and that I should text Austin Carlile to show me around. He gave me Austin's number as I texted him telling him who I was and to see if he could show me around LA. I watched TV, Tweeted and texted Austin and dad for a while till Leila woke. "Guess what?" I asked as she looked at me as she rubbed her eyes...Which was adorable by the way... "what sissy?" "We get to go to LA today." "Really?" I nodded as she smiled. "Can we go shopping there?" she asked as I shrugged, "call dad." She nodded and giggled as I went out to the kitchen to make breakfast!!
