=Hailee=
I woke around 2am as I just sat in bed crying these nightmares are getting worse...someone opened my door as I looked up to see TJ. He looked at me as he came over to me. "Are you okay?" I shrugged as he sat next to me as he hugged me. "What's wrong?" "my nightmares are getting worse. First it started with kids bullying me and now it's me getting killed by fans." I cried into his shoulder as he hushed me. He rubbed my back as I cried myself to sleep. When I woke up I was snuggled into TJ I looked toward the door to see dad he looked at me worried. "Were you crying last night?" I nodded. "My nightmares are getting worse I think I'm going to see a therapist or counseling." He nodded, "I'll make the appointment I told Katelynne that you'll be down there in two weeks but I can talk to her again." "IT's okay I'll still go." I said as I got up and grabbed some workout clothes. I put on my NIKE Jordan Aero Fly mania basketball shorts and my Adidas by Stella McCartney Yo SI tank and my shoes again. "are you going running again?" I heard when I came out of my bathroom as I looked at dad who was talking to TJ. "Yeah and I promise I won't run 9 miles and get lost." He laughed as he hugged me.
"I'll be back." I said as I as I left I was about to leave when mom said, "Wait!" I stopped as she come outside as she handed me water and my phone with headphones. "Thanks mom." She smiled at me as she kissed my head. "I need my wallet just in case." I said as I walked into my room as I got my wallet as dad handed me a backpack. It was a little one so I put it on as I started jogging, I saw a tattoo parlor as I stopped I had my wallet which had my I.D. and I'm 18. I walked in as the girl smiled at me. "hello!" I giggled. "Hi I was wondering if I could get a tattoo and piercing done?" I said as she nodded. "of course!" "Let me go get one of the guys." I nodded as I saw a guy come I got my I.D. out as he smiled at me. "What can I do for you?" "I was wondering if I could get a tattoo and piercing done." He nodded. "and for your Tattoo?" "Cursive and the saying, 'You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are." He smiled. "Alice In Wonderland?" I nodded. "One of my favorite movies." I said as he chuckled. "Let me get this drawn up but where do you want this." "My wrist." I said as I asked. "Will it be okay if I run after this?" He nodded. "It'll be fine." He said as he left. I texted dad that I got something as he said okay. When he was done sketching it as he put it on my wrist as I smiled. "I love it." He smiled as he started. When it was done I paid and tipped as I got my nose pierced.
After I paid for it and tipped I went jogging to the same gas station as the guy was there again. "hello." I said as the chuckled. "here again?" I shrugged. "I'm not lost this time." I said as he laughed. "Are you stalking me?" I snorted. "No trust me you'd notice." I said as I got another water as I paid for it. "See you around." I said, "Wait!" he said as I turned to look at him. "What?" "Why did you come here I overheard your dad say that it's 9 miles here." I nodded. "trust me it's good for me." I said as I left as I started jogging back to the house. I got home as dad and mom where leaving. "Bye!" I called as they looked at me. "You jogged nine miles again." I shrugged. "I couldn't help it felt nice." I said as they smiled at me. Mom got Caige in as I smiled. "I got something well...two something's." I said as they laughed. "we noticed one." I nodded as I showed them my tattoo mom was in the car now. She just smiled as dad laughed, "it suits you." I smiled as I said, "I'll see you later." "You have an appointment soon." I nodded as mom said, "The info is on the counter." I nodded as I went inside I took a bath since I can't take a shower. After my bath I changed into my Anthem made wide crew neck shirt, light metallic blue Ripped skinnies. I smiled as I went into my room got my purple Converse on as I skipped into my room as I put my hair up in a messy bun and put my Crystal and Pearl Tiara on I smiled as I shook my head I'm so weird.
I did my make up and put my perfume on, I went out to the kitchen grabbed the directions, my keys, phone, and wallet again. I walked out to my car as I drove there, therapy here we go. I thought as I drove there. I sat in my car for a couple minutes before I went in. I had to fill out forms and wait... I waited for half hour before a woman came out. "Hailee Mabbitt?" I got up as I put my hands in my back pockets. "Hello Hailee." "Hi." I said as she smiled. She asked questions I answered them detailed as she nodded. "Well I'm going to be testing you for ADD and Depression." She said as I nodded. "You'll have to talk to my doctor because I just got a heart transplant." I said as she looked at me startled. "okay do you have your doctors number?" I nodded as I wrote her number down. "Alright let's go make your next appointment." I nodded as I called dad. "Yeah Hailee?" "Well hello to you too. "Same time, and Tuesday?" "Yeah, talk to me when you get home Gabby and I are shopping." "Okay love you dad." I said as I could tell he was smiling. "I love you too Hailee." "Tell mom I love her too bye." "Bye." He said as I hung up as I told her same day same time. "Alright, see you in two weeks." I nodded as I left...I feel like a lot of weight has been lifted off me...
I looked at the time as I got home as I look in the fridge as I just studied. "why don't you just get fast food." I turned to see Max, TJ, Robert and Kevin.
"Because I can't my doctor knows when I do because I get lazy and lately I've been doing okay." TJ looked at me as I smiled as I texted him.
Me: Went to therapy today...
I got out the left over ham as I baked a potato; as my phone beeped I heard the TV turn on as I rolled my eyes.
TJ: How did it go? Think you'll have nightmares tonight? Need me to stay with you again?
I smiled as I texted back:
Me: I feel like so much stuff just got lifted off me, as for the nightmares I'm not sure....Let's see how tonight goes.
I heard the door open as I looked at the door. I saw dad as I helped them bring stuff in, once everything was in I ate my ham and waited for my potato to be done. I checked it than started to put stuff away mom came in with Caige in her arms as I smiled. "I love him he's so cute." I said as I froze. "Wait...I'm not going to make it next week...I'm leaving in two week." I said as dad looked at me. "I'll call and change it for this next week." He said as I nodded as I checked my potato when it was done I checked the time as it was only 2 Leila get out at three. My phone rang as I picked it up, "Hello?" "Hi this is Mrs. Fanon Leila's art teacher." "OH hi!" "She won't do her presentation without you...wait this is Hailee right?" "Yeah. And okay I'll be right there." I said as we said goodbye as I got my keys as I yelled, "Someone take out my potato I have to go to Leila's school." I yelled as dad came out of his and mom's room. "Why?" "Because Leila won't present her art project without me." He nodded. "Alright have fun." I nodded as I went out to my car and drove to the school. "Can I help you?" "DO you know where Mrs. Fanon's room is?" "Follow me." A lady said as I followed she knocked on the door as it opened. "SISSY!" she screamed as I laughed. "Hey Leila let's get that Art project done." She nodded as she presented it as I handed the teacher the DVD.
When we watched the video I smiled because it had random clips from when Leila and I were singing and when Leila and mom where talking to dad. Mom and dad. Also when Leila didn't notice me when she was singing to Caige; I looked at Leila as she looked at me as she smiled. "Wow Leila this is over the top." I smiled as she said. "My sissy is the one who helped me with it." I smiled as I smiled at the teacher too. "Alright well next we will be talking about our hero's for history." My sister looked at me as she smiled again. "Alright I better go." "can you stay?" I nodded as Leila said, "can I go first?" The teacher nodded as she looked at me as she handed me the stool. "Thanks." "Not a problem." "My hero is my dad and my sister. My dad because he saved a lot of people's lives with his singing and my sister because she survived getting a new heart." I looked at her as all the kids and even the teacher looked at me. I blushed as the teacher said, "Leila..." Leila just smiled as she continued to say as I got out my phone and recorded this, "My daddy is known for his singing and a lot of people love him for it. When I go to my daddy's concerts I hear people tell him that he and his friends saved their lives."
"My sissy is also my hero because she is like those kids but only stronger she took care of me when my mommy was with my dad and when I needed her when I had nightmares but most of all when she got her heart replaced my mommy and daddy thought that she wouldn't make it but I new she would because she loves us and she is strong. She's who I want to be like when I grow up." I stopped recording as I wiped the tears off my face as I went over and hugged her. "I love you Leila Rose Mabbitt." I said as she giggled. "I love you too sissy." She said quietly as I kissed her head. "The best little sister ever." I said as she smiled at me. The teacher had tears running down her face as she came over. "Tell the office that Leila has an appointment." I nodded as Leila got her backpack off the hook along with her hoodie as she held my hand. "She has an appointment." The lady in the office nodded as Leila got buckled in the car as I went home with her. "why is she home?" Dad said as he looked at me. "why are you crying." I handed him my phone it was on the Video already as everyone gathered around it as they watched it as they finished they looked at Leila than me as they all hugged Leila making her giggle as dad hugged me. I cried a little more as he smiled. "I hope those are happy tears." I laughed. "Yeah dad it is." I said as mom came out of the room with a baby monitor.
"What's going on?" I showed her the video as she smiled. "Craig are you sure we didn't have an child before Leila?" Craig laughed. "I'm sure." I smiled as Leila and I just sat on the couch and watched some princess movies. Leila is the best sister anyone could ever ask for...Trust me I think my sister is the reason I still want to live besides me living in a great home with great friends and great people around me. Can life get better than this?
