We Wanted It That Way || Zayn Malik Arranged Marriage

35.Sorrow

(Elena's POV)

          The sever pain I felt in my lower back was what woke me up from my tiring slumber, I struggled to adjust my eyes to the bright light of the sun that was filling the room till I found myself laying on the hard floor by the door, I was hardly able to stretch my muscles or to even change my place, but fortunately I did and headed straight to the bathroom trying to erase the horrible memories of last night.

I kept washing my face trying to wash the dry tears away and to stop any of them that were willing to fall, I continued on with my daily morning routine taking much more time than usual afraid to see Zayn anywhere in sight, I won't have the courage to even face him starting from this moment, so I just got changed into some sweater and jeans planning on taking a small tour around the forest that was located near the house.

My reluctance got the best of me as I grabbed the door knob opening the door slowly letting my eyes roam all around the place to find any sight of Zayn but fortunately it didn't. I went downstairs just to find that Zayn was laughing over something that was on the TV which made my anger raise even more,

I headed straight to the front door grabbing my uggz without uttering a word which made Zayn speak up,

"Hey Elena!" his cheerful tone voiced making me turn around sharply towards him before turning back to put on my shoes,

"Hi," I muttered looking down on the ground as I continued on with getting into my uggz, but my mind was going every where trying to wonder on how on earth he was that calm and was even talking to me that easily after being the monster he was last night?!

"Where are you going?" he asked and I saw out of the corner of my eyes that he was still smiling but his brows only turned into a slight frown,

"I'll walk around the neighbourhood for a while," I replied grabbing my keys still not making an eye-contact with him,

"Do you need a company?" he asked smirking as he did and I turned my attention towards him finally looking him in the eyes,

"No, I'd rather be on my own," I coldly replied opening the front door, but before I could even take one more step I heard him calling behind me,

"Elena!" he called and I stopped still into my place turning my head around slightly allowing him to start talking,

"Is there something wrong? Did I tried doing anything..last night?" he hesitantly questioned moving closer to take a better look at me,

"No,no not at all." I lied shaking my head various times trying to get rid of the memories that started racing into my mind once more,

I quickly made my way out of the house giving Zayn no more chances to talk as he was just left there lost in his thoughts.

My legs kept dragging me towards the forest till I finally reached it finding the most beautiful landscape in front of me, the thoughts that was running through my mind about it was all proved wrong the instance I laid my eyes on how its inside looks,

I started roaming around till I found some lake surrounded by mop of trees, I made my self comfortable at one of its sides and let my mind go back to everything that took place into my whole life till I felt some tears streaming down my cheeks,

I kept crying just like that not daring myself to stop as I know well that this is the only way where could find my comfort,

"Why didn't you tell me?" I heard some familiar male voice croak behind me which made me literally jump out of my place, but I immediately froze when I saw the speaker,

"Told you what?" I asked trying to continue with denying but his look and the tears that were shaking in front of his eyeballs made it clear that his memory succeeded in regaining everything, which was quite surprising for me as I've never seen him crying before,