It's like you've never left addiction .
They expect you to be perfection .
The way your friends act around you when they surround you .
Makes you feel you've never been
sober .
and that it's making you fall over .
It's seducing you , you're diving in it
Slowly absorbing it again .
This time you're gonna feel the pain .
You're gonna feel the goodness drain .
If you don't control yourself you'll open the chain .
That you put on your self to never make it see light again .
It's gonna poison your brain .
Don't submit to its power over you .
Hold yourself and don't be the disappointment they see you as .
That sensation when you feel like you're laying on grass .
Looking at the sky that's full of clouds .
Thinking about life and what if it was .
Remembering your past and what mistakes you made .
Like a wise man once said ,
Don't keep thinking about the past
Or you'll hit the future's wall .