Feels like I'm close to the edge
I wanna break out of my self
Dripping everywhere draining blood
My personality represented in a hood
Living in insecurities never understood
Never got attention never been recognized
Other than an act I pull as a disguise
And I got to learn different things in life
Hoping I'll get up I'll rise I'll thrive
After that in relief I'll dive
But You keep saying I'm way too weak
But I'm not the one not knowing what I seek
You'll still be right under while I'm at the peak
You're the psycho while I'm the Freak
Back and forth on the insanity streak
And they wonder why I'm so bleak
you did get it right I'm not King Kong
I may not be your definition of strong
But I'll show you who's right and who's wrong
And I'll never blame anyone for the kicks
Or the self abuse, schemes and tricks
For the mind manipulation, the stones and sticks
Trust love and hope it all hurts
And I can't pay what its worth
Happy endings are overrated
Where love and trust are complicated
Hope will get you devastated
There is no wonder why I would hate it
For everything that happened I would blame it
