Alone

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Who will fix me now?

Can you fix the broken?

You told me you love me, Why did you leave me all alone?

I hate being alone, 

I'm scared to get close.


I long for that feeling to not feel at all.

I hope i don't burden you.

Tell me why? Nobody cares......

Who will make fight?


All these things people tell me keep messin' w/ my head.

I am in  misery.

Save me from myself,

I hope i don't murder me.


Agony.... is all i feel w/o you.

No one's gonna stop what i do. 

I lost it all.

The loneliness is haunting me.

I got a hole in soul growin deeper & deeper.


I can't drown my demons, They know how to swim.

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead.

I've got nothing left to prove to you.

What doesn't destroy you leaves you broken instead. 


Everyone's got a place to be, but there's no room for me........

Oh, what a waste of a perfectly good clean wrist. 

Death has come to claim your beautiful remains.

I'm not ok & it's not alright.....


Everyone's out to get me,

I hope i don't murder me.

I'm sick & i'm tired too.

I crack bones w/ blind aggression.


The silence is deafening....

I hate being alone.... at night & listening 

to the wind howling like a wolf crying to the full moon......

I cry myself to sleep, as i lay in my wishing i wasn't alone...

I'm sick and i'm tired too....

I hate being alone,

'Cause the silence is deafening to me.


The hole in my heart is getting larger & larger. 


The cuts on my wrist bleed and i feel no pain.

Am i human?

Does anyone care?

Why am i always alone?

Can't they see i'm in enough pain as it is?

What do you do when you are all alone and no one is there to save you from hurting yourself?

Will i ever feel happy again or will i 4ever be depressed?

All my life i've been alone, by myself, when will i get to not be alone? 

Why do i always have to be alone?


I'm sick and I'm tired too....

I hate being alone,

'Cause the silence is deafening.......

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