Stronger than you think

Chapter 31

~Evan's pov~

I stared at the same view for what seemed like the millionth time for a whole week. My lover hooked up to wires and machines as the steady sound of the heart monitor beeped quietly.

I haven't left his room since he got here. The doctor's said he would definitely be okay. So serious damage. But I'm just scared. What if he doesn't want to be with me anymore? I really messed up. I felt a tear slip down my face as I hung my head in shame.

"It's all my fault." I sobbed quietly. "I didn't want this to happen. Please wake up. I need you so much. You make me feel complete. I'm not such a dick now. Please. I love you."

"Don't cry." My head snapped up and saw Jonathan's piercing blue eyes.

"You're awake. You're still alive." More tears fell down my face as I covered my mouth with my hand. I carefully sat on his bed.

"I wasn't going to leave you behind." He reached up and wiped a tear away.

"Do you forgive me?" He chuckled.

"Of course I forgive you. Do you know why?" I looked at him confused. "Because I love you, too. You're mine. And I'm yours. I wouldn't dream of leaving you like this." More tears fell and I kissed him.

"I missed you. So much. A-and I'm so s-sorry. Please don't ever leave again." I cried while resting my forehead on his.

"I will never leave you again Evan. I promise." He pulled me down and kissed me again. I pulled back and smiled at him.

"I should probably tell the nurse you're awake." I said while chuckling slightly. He laughed too and caressed my cheek. I wiped my tears away that remained on my face. He suddenly stopped and his eyes widened in horror. "What's wrong?" The heart monitor increased its speed.

"Luke's going to kill me." He whispered quietly. I felt bad for him.

"I would say that I'll protect you, but he almost killed me twice already." He took a deep breath and relaxed his shoulders. His heart beat started going back down as he relaxed.

"I deserve it." He looked away then looked back at me. He smiled and pulled me down for another kiss. "I missed you." He mumbled against my lips. I gave him one last peck.

"I missed you, too. I'm going to tell the doctor's you're awake." I stood up and started walking out when he called me. "Yes?"

"Your ass still looks fantastic." I blushed fiercely and quickly left as his laugh drifted to my ears. I smirked and found his nurse.

We walked back to his room and she looked him over and told us everything was perfect. She slipped something in his hand and left. My eyes followed her out while glaring at her. Jonathan started laughing I looked to see what he's laughing at. I took the paper from him and my jaw dropped.

She gave him her phone number!

He continued laughing as I straddled his hips. I leaned down close to his mouth while he smirked at me.

"I kinda like this position." He said and his big hands gripped my hips. I crashed my lips on his so he knows he's mine. I felt his smile forming on his lips at my possessiveness. His hands moved to my ass and pulled me so our groins are pressed together. I pulled back and smirked.

"We better stop there. You're in no condition to be doing that." I get off of him and he groaned. "I'm going to text Brock."

He nodded his head as I quickly sent Brock a text saying that Jonathan was awake. I set my phone down and looked at Jonathan again. A smile graced both of our faces. He reached out and took my hand in his.

"I love you. I love you so much." He whispered to me as tears formed in my eyes.

"I love you, too." He kissed my hand and the tears fell.

"Please don't cry. I don't like seeing you cry. I'm sorry I made you cry, baby." He wiped away all of my tears. "How long was I out?"

"A week. I haven't left the room the whole week. Besides to use the bathroom." He chuckled at me.

"Wow, he really knocked me out." I looked at him confused.

"Who?"

"Terroriser's hunch man. He said something about finally getting appreciated. How his master didn't know he was doing this." I stared at him.

"Jonathan!" Out heads snapped up to see Luke with tears running down his face. "Should kill you! B-but I missed you s-so much." He ran to the bed and hugged Jonathan who returned the hug.

"I know. And I-I'm sorry. I wasn't th-thinking. I'll never do it again." They both cried as they hugged each other.

"Hey Evan." Marcel said as he came in followed by the other guys. "How are you doing?" He sat down next to me.

"Better now." He nodded his head.

"We missed you at home. We missed you too Jonathan." Jonathan hummed as he continued to hug Luke. I smiled.

"The doctor said he could come home tomorrow morning." Brock said after he talked to the doctor.

"The sooner the better." Jonathan said as him and Luke pulled apart.

We all hungout in his room until it visiting hours were over. I climbed into his bed and layed my head on his chest.

"I love you." I whispered.

"I love you, too." I smiled and fell alseep happily.

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Yo that was lit. OKAY! So I'm going to be working on another story and it will be called Internet Friends. And I will be writing it with my internet friend who I will be seeing next summer.

And also, I would like to give a shout out to -zeroyalcutie for their book Iris. It's a Minicat book and it's really fantastic. I read it once a month and I love it.

That's all.

~Nat