Stronger than you think

Chapter 26

~Jonathan's pov~

I've been avoiding Evan like the plague lately. I'm sitting in the kitchen texting my sister on the next time I can get Lucy again.

"Good morning Johnny." I looked up and my eyes widened when I saw Evan. I quickly stood up and tried to walk away but he grabbed my wrist. "I need to talk to you."

I sighed in defeat. I ran a hand down my face.

"Yeah. Let's sit." He shook his head.

"I'm fine standing. Do you know why I want to talk to you?"

"I'm going to guess it has something to do with, uh, our kiss." He blushed slightly and nodded.

"Um, yeah. W-Why did you kiss me?" I couldn't answer him because I don't even know why. It wasn't a spur of the moment. There was something in me that made me do it. It doesn't mean I regret it.

"I can't explain it. There was just something in me that made me kiss you. I don't regret it. I'd probably do it again." He stared at me with dark eyes. Suddenly he grabbed the front of my shirt and slammed his lips on mine. It took me by surprise causing me to gasp.

He shoved his tongue into my mouth. I realised what was happening and quickly took control of the kiss. I placed my hands on his hips and squeezed them. He whimpered and pressed his body up against mine. I slid my hands down to his ass and squeezed it while he moaned into my mouth. I pushed him back until his back hit the counter and I pulled away panting.

"I wouldn't mind doing it again either." He husked at me. Our bodies pressed together and our breath mingling. My hands still firmly grasping his ass. "You can let go now." He whispered.

Instead I just pushed my body up closer to his and squeezed harder. I leaned in closer to his ear.

"I don't know. I kind of like this." He shivered and moved his hands to my shoulders.

"So, what does this make of us? What are we?" His question caught me off guard. Do I like him? I don't know. Would I consider dating him? Hell yes.

"What do you want us to be?" I asked. He bit his lip lightly.

"I've been thinking and maybe we could try I out. I'm still figuring out how I feel about all of this. It's a good feeling. And I'm rambling now so I'm just going to stop talking." I chuckled in his ear and kissed his neck.

"We can try it. Do you want to tell the guys?" I felt him shake his head no.

"No. Not until we're both sure we want this."

"Okay. As long as you want this now." I pulled back to look him in the eyes. His arms wrapped around my neck.

"Hey Delly?" I smiled.

"Yes?" He blushed fiercely.

"Do you think we can, uh, ya know, um..." I kissed his cheek.

"Spit it out babe." He blushed harder and looked away from me and mumbled something. "I can't hear you baby." He sighed and looked at me.

"Kiss each other and stuff? But just make sure the guys don't see?" I swooped down and captured his lips again.

"Of course we can." I mumbled against his lips. He pulled away but I just followed him. "I'm not done." I ran a hand up his body and to the back of his head to hold him in place.

"Mmm." He hummed. With my other hand that still cupped his perfectly shaped ass, I squeezed it. He whimpered softly and moved his body closer to mine, if possible. We didn't pull away until we needed to breathe desperately.

"I'm taking you on a date tomorrow. You have no choice. Understand?" He bit his lip and nodded eagerly. I smiled brightly and pecked his lips. "Good." We heard footsteps and quickly scrambled away from each other. I went to the fridge to act like I was looking for something, while Evan went to the kitchen table and played on his phone.

"Marcel I'm serious." It's Luke. "I'm not going to tell you again."

"Luuuuke, but why?" I could hear Luke sigh signifying they were close.

"Because I'm not ready for- oh hey guys." We both looked up at them as they walked into the kitchen. "Jonathan Denis! You get out of the fridge this instance!" He came up to me and smacked me with a rolled up newspaper. "I'm getting ready to make dinner. You can wait."

"You didn't have to hit me." I said pouting and rubbing my arm.

"Awe, you think I care. No get out of the kitchen so I can cook. You too Marcel." Marcel gaped at him. "We can finish our conversation later. Now, out." We all scurried out of the kitchen to avoid being hit.

I was about to make my way to my room when Evan called me and did a little curling finger motion. I went to him and he pulled me into his room. Before I could say anything he jumped on me and wrapped his legs around my waist and his arms around my neck.

"Weren't we in the middle of something?" He purred in my ear. I brought my hands to his thighs to keep him up while I walked over to his bed. I layed him on the bed and climbed on top of him.

"We won't go any farther besides kissing and making out until we're both ready." I told him as he nodded and pulled me head down to his.

"This is good enough." He pecked my lips one last time and sighed. "I'm tired."

"Evan, it's noon." He looked up at me with pleading eyes. "Fine, we can sleep." I rolled myself to the side of him an he cuddled closer. I grabbed the blanket and pulled it over us. Evan sighed contentedly and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Night Delly~." I smiled and kissed his head.

"Night Evay-Bear." And we both fell asleep happily.

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Ah, that was a delayed update. I'm sorry, I was really busy with the end of school and work. On top of that I also work at a daycare so I'm pretty busy. Thanks for being so patient with me and sticking through. I love you guys.

~Nat (is stresst