October 14, 2013
I woked up. It's now friday, Time is flying fast. Years have passed I still don't have this you know? The right guy. I'm in the 3rd year of college. So many experiences.
I stood up going to my walk in closet. I know right? I have a walk in closet. I asked the schools head if I can get a big dorm with a walk-in closet, A wide showerroom, and a Study room. It cost a lot but My dad payed for it.
I choosed a clothes to wear. After deciding, I go on to my Shower room and take a hot shower.
Recalling of what happen to the past years, I haved been inlove with Dean. The school's Popular guy. The very kind guy. Not like those big headed popular guys. I have been admiring him a long time when, I broked up with alex, I met him November 10, 2011 When he first talk to me and ask for my number. We've been talking more often and going out. I can't believe it. I'm being more desperate cause I've been believing that Dean and Me can be more than friends. Well, What's wrong? I'm a positive person deep inside. But he still doesn't ask me to be, you know? his Girlfriend.
Sighing, I got out from the shower and getting dress. I checked my twitter and seen a post of Dean.
@TheGoofyDean: "Add as a Friend? Or Add as a Girlfriend?"
My lips formed into an 'O' shape and starting to Grin. I can't help it. But wait? Is it me? If not, Who the hell is that?!
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The bell rang and we all grab our bags. I think this is is just another normal day.
Going out, Someone grab my wrist, I immediately see who grabbed me. Van.
"Yeah?" I said.
"Guess what?!" I wonder what.
When someone interrupt us and shout our names.
"Jane!!! Van!!!" Kyla shouted.
"Ey" I said coldly.
She hugged me so tight.
"I missed you so much Jane!" She exclaimed. My eardrums will boom in anytime when I'm with this crazy girl.
"Me too!! Sup?" I said sarcastically well, she didn't notice that anyway.
"Fine. Hey Van!!!" She said and Hugged Van.
"Guess what guyss!!!" Van exclaimed again.
"Omg. What!!!?" Kyla asked. She's a fan of gossips.
"They said Dean would ask Vivienne to be her girlfriend!!!"
I just stare at her understanding what she just said. I heard it right. Oh. Okay. I think I would faint by now. Oh. My. God. Please? Why? I mean, Why her? Seriously? Kill me now.
"Omg!!!" Kyla said happily, We all know that her Ex boyfriend is Dean, But she's not affected. Because Kyla Actually broked up with dean. Why?!!! If I were her I will never do that! "I should go to Dean!!!!"
"Good for them" I said sarcastically "I should go now guys! Debby Have been calling me to met her at her dorm" I said. Half lying. Half is the truth.
"Okay Okay! Take care!" They said. I gave them both a final wave.
Walking head down with tears. Everyone been staring at me. I bump with someone, Dean. Oh my god.
"Sorry" I mumbled. Not facing him with tears.
"Hey. Jane!" He approached me and grabs my wrist. He notice the tears and staring at me in shock "Why're you crying?!" He said.
"Nah, A- Uhhh, Dust have got inside my eyes" I said Lying. I suck on lying.
"I know you're lying" He said. "Who did this to you?" He said worriedly.
If I'll tell him another lie, He can really notice it immediately. Unless I'll tell the truth. But how? I'll said; It's your fault Dean! My heart is broken because of you! Happy? No. no way!
I said nothing and hugged him. He hug me too forming circles at my back. Giving me a lot of goosebumps.
"Okay, I won't ask again. But can you promise me not to cry again?" He said. Thank god. He won't ask again cause I cannot tell him another lie.
"Sure" I wipe my tears away. But I cannot promise that. "Thanks. And I should go now Dean" I waved goodbye and he waved too.
Going to Debby's Dorm, I opened it. Well, I have her dorm keys. I saw her. Combing her precious hair.
"Hey" I said. Tears flushing from my eyes. Her eyes went wide.
"WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN?!" She asked.
"Dean asked Vivienne to be his girlfriend" I said and the tears are fast streaming down my face.
"Oh" She said and hugged me so tight. Debby is my bestest friend. She all knows my secrets. The only one I've trusted so much. I know it cause I did a prank how loyal she is. After that I've been trusting her so much.
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After that inccident I've been living my life normal. But I still can't erase him out of my mind every night. I still can't help to cry imagining how happy there are. I just wish all of that was a nightmare *Sigh* For you, I will set you free even if it hurts. If I'm not the one to make you happy, I wan't you to find some one. Who makes you feel like, How I feel when you are next to me. I am now afraid to be happy because whenever i do, something bad always happen. I just wish I haven't met Dean. Then there would be no need to impress him, No need to to want him, No need for loving him, No need for crying myself to sleep, No need for heartbreaks, No need for pain or tears, No need for acting like he care, No need. Everything he've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.
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