CIVIL WAR II

Stone Cold

RE CAP

(Tabitha wrote a very interesting and bias research paper and got a bad grade.)

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(Tabitha writes in her diary)

Dear Missy,

I am completely humiliated. So I had this research paper I had to write for social studies class. The topic was America, and I was very confident in my paper because it sounded really mature and grown up. It stated my beliefs and opinions of America. How was I supposed to know that stating my beliefs without facts is bias. It's not like I pay attention in class or listened to the teacher when he explained the assignment. I just get good grades naturally. But not this time

Anyways so guess what? I have a crush on this guy. He is so sweet, gentle, athletic, and has such cute freckles, gorgeous brown eyes, and soft luscious looking dark hair. I know, I know your dying to know who it is. His name is Ben. That's all I'll say just in case my little brother Aiden snoops for the 7th time, that way he won't know exactly who it is because there are 3 Ben's in my school. But he has a girlfriend. Her name is Autumn and she's the jealous witch type too. Ben and I became friends not long ago and we were texting the other night and she was sending me messages because somehow she knew I was texting him. She was all like "He doesn't like you. He's mine!!!! Stop texting him." All that rude clingy jealous stuff girls do over guys. Then he told me we couldn't text until him and his girlfriend broke up. I was so sad. My eyes filled with tears but I was trying to hold them back. So when I'm sad I listen to music. I put on my playlist called "Sad boy" (yes I made a playlist for days I'm sad over a guy) and this song came on that I didn't even knew I had on my playlist started to play. After the song was over I pressed repeat and listened to it over and over because no other song could describe how I was feeling better than this one.

STONE COLD BY DEMI LOVATO

Stone cold, stone cold

You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor

Stone cold, stone cold

Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore

Stone cold, baby

God knows I tried to feel

Happy for you

Know that I am, even if I

Can't understand, I'll take the pain

Give me the truth, me and my heart

We'll make it through

If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Normally I would listen to Taylor Swift but this relates so much to how I was feeling. And Honestly that's all I can really tell you because I don't want anyone to know the deeper details, and if my brother Aiden found out.......Well we know how that would end up.

So today I have my first summer basketball game. I'm so nervous because I'm playing with and against varsity players which will

A). Make me look bad compared to them.

B). I might get hurt if they play too rough.

So yeah. That's all I really have for you besides the fact that since summer began I have been cleaning my room and have only hung out with friends 2 times. I also have my friend Taylor coming over tomorrow.

Love you,

-Tabitha