Party Harder

Chapter 11:You're Givin Me a Heart Attack! Lookin Like You Do-oo!

Jason and I walk up to see the driver with his hand on his heart "I think he had a heart attack." Jason says and I nod "Atlanta call 9-1-1!" I yell back to her "Why?" She asks in a worried tone as she quickly dials the number. She sees the driver and gasps and starts talking to the operator.

After a few minutes of us all freaking out 9-1-1 shows up and tells us he should be all right and not to worry, although that was probably a lie I think it made us all feel a little bit better.

I decide to call Blake just to see how he's doing. After three rings he ignores the call. I look at my phone before sliding it in my back pocket. What is he doing that he can't talk to me? Atlanta pokes her head in the bus and says, "Hey, the replacement bus is here. Lets go." I nod and walk over to the new bus and get in. I see Jason and Cole sitting on the couch and talking about something. Whatever they were talking about they stopped the second we walked in the door.

I smile awkwardly as I sit next to Jason. Atlanta takes a seat on Cole's lap and we all just sit in silence for a couple minutes as we continue down the long road to my very first show. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous, but my mind wasn't exactly on the show. All I could think about is what Blake was up to, why he was so busy that he wouldn't answer my call. I mean I know we aren't dating or anything but I kinda wish we were. I know Jason wouldn't like it but I really couldn't care less. This is about my happiness not his, I've always done things everyone else's way because I never liked seeing them sad, but now it's time to go my way.

I'm snapped out of my thoughts by Jason slamming the bathroom door. I look over to Cole and Atlanta. I see them smirking and quirk my brow "Jason got a boner from staring at you." Atlanta says, letting out yet another little laugh. I feel my cheeks heat up and I can tell I started blushing. After a few minutes Jason walks out of the bathroom and sits on the recliner instead of beside me "Hey, did you wash your hands young man?" "Yes. Shut up." Jason mumbles.

Cole looks between me and Jason staring at each other. Atlanta whistles and we both shoot her a glare. The bus comes to a stop at a beautiful stadium. We all get out of the huge bus and walk into the huge building. Rachel, Jeniveve, Jason, Cole, Atlanta and I continue down a long hallway. After a little while we turned into Atlanta's dressing room and sat down. Rachel and Jeniveve were on either side of me and Jason was sitting on a chair in the corner, alone.

I look over to the mini fridge and walk over to it and open it grabbing myself a dr.pepper. I walk back to my seat and fail to open the bottle. Cole walks over, twisting the cap and opening it. He hands it back to me and I thank him before taking a long sip.

I grab a random magazine from the side of the couch and look at it. I turn the page and my eyes land on a beanie and I smile. I walk over to Jason and show him the beanie "What about it?" "I want it." "I want you." I look at him, waiting for a laugh or a 'just kidding' or anything to imply he was only joking. Cole whistles and I walk back to my seat.

Someone opens the door and tells us we're on. I walk out the door and approach the stage letting out a shaky breath and looking to Rachel, Jason and Jeniveve

Here we go.