Twisted

4

Months went by, Teron and I were beginning to have constant sex, but he'd always have to leave or go handle something.

I found out I was two months pregnant, thanks to a home pregnancy test and my doctor.

My mother's noticed my weight gain but has only said something about it one time, I cried the first time she brought it up because I thought she felt as if I was fat.

I had to make it believable.

So when I feel myself craving, I run downstairs to get ice cream, my mother comes right along eating too. Her new boyfriend must really be making her happy, because shes cut back from work and is seeing him much more. We set up a dinner to meet him next month. I'm so excited, she pushed it back to next month because she says that day will be full of surprises. But I plan to bring Teron along that day too.

I'm meeting with Chyna today to talk about Terons birthday. He says he just wants me and him to go out, so thats what we're going to do.

I pulled at Bonedaddy's, and hopped out my car, when I walked in I saw Chyna already sitting down. I walked over to her and sat across from her.

"Hey girl, you look good!" I complimented grinning.

"Girl, I feel good. Rashad and I just been great" she said before doing a relieving sigh. I smiled before getting ready to tell her the news, I haven't announced anything to anybody

"Okay, I'm-"

"What would you like to drink ma'am?", the waitress intervened, I was kind of mad she interrupted me right when I was about to tell her, but the waitress didn't know any better.

We told her our drinks then she walked away. "Okay, spill", Chyna said making me laugh at her impatience.

"Well, as you know Teron's birthday is coming up, and for his surprise I'm pregnant." I said smiling, my smile dropped when I saw her face drop. She showed shock and unbelievable all in one facial expression.

"You're not happy?", I said kind of getting upset at her silence, she sipped her drink before saying,

"I'm happy, but you just opened up a whole new chapter Nicole. This man is 11 years older than you girl. Y'all were cute and all, but he can get arrested for something like this. You should've been more careful Nicole, because niggas in the drug game are no good and your dad-"

"yea yea, look I'm a do me, I don't need your judgement at all", I interrupted her, becoming upset, "Not everybody can find a nigga like you and Lexis whos in college and highschool and stuff, Not everyone can start dating at freshman and find a nigga who she's going to last with. And Lexis was pregnant, you didn't give her this speech, and if I recall you wanted to be so grown you got raped, freshman ye-"

"Look here, lil mama", she stated, pointing her acrylic blue nail at me," now I let you say what you had to say, but dont EVER bring up me being raped. I will beat your ass, and yea I didn't give Lexis this speech because Lexis doesn't need her mother to take care of her child, she had her life together. But YOU" she shook her head,

"youre so worried about popping pussy for a nigga that barely knows about your past, so next time you want to come for me, make sure your status is beyond excellent. We all got skeletons in the closet, especially Teron. But your too far up his ass for yourself to see it."

She got up from her seat, and walked out. No doubt, I felt like crying, but I wasn't going to let that get to me. I had to see Teron, so I shot him a quick text that said I was coming over, I didn't care what he was doing. I hurried in my car and sped off.

When I pulled up I saw a bunch of cars parked outside his house, I didn't see his car so I assumed it was in the garage. I walked up to the door and knocked, coming from inside was loud music.

You got this. Just tell him then leave. Maybe he'll marry you.

I smiled at that thought. "Crazy", I said. The door opened up and it was JayTeez. I was shocked, I didn't know he knew Teron.

"Awh, you missed me", he joked. I did a sarcastic laughed and rolled my eyes. He reeked of liquor, I most definitly knew this was a house party. But a party I knew nothing about.

"Where's Teron?", I questioned while stepping inside, I looked around and there were hookers, bottles, and trash everywhere. I searched the room for Teron until I found him over in the kitchen chugging a whole ciroc bottle with his friends. I ignored what Jayteez was saying to me and I went over there towards him.

He turned around and saw me headed his way. I could tell he was drunk. He tried standing up to try and meet me halfway, but he couldn't even walk straight.

"Hey guys, mind if I borrow him real quick?", I said talking to his friends, they all nodded and continued laughing.

"Heeyy Tina.. No no Tasha ", he slurred every word, he couldn't even get my name right. I was so disappointed.

"No I'm Nicole. I have to talk to you about something can we go to your room?", I was so nervous, but it was no turning back now. He followed behind me, he couldnt even control himself, He was feeling me up and down. Any other day I'd be glad to have sex with him, but not tonight.

Once we got to the room he started kissing on my neck but I wasn't here for that, I had to tell him eventually.

"I'm pregnant", I said. And in the moment I instantly regretted it. He stopped kissing me and looked up at me to see if I was serious. He moved away from me and sat on the bed, putting his hands in his head. He started laughing, "you joking right?".

I shook my head as if he could see me, but I guess my silence was the answer.

"This can't be. NO MAN!", he yelled getting angry, I never saw him like this. He's never yelled at me.

"Teron, it's okay to be scare-"

"You gotta' kill it. I don't have money for the both of y'all", I looked at him confused, I nor my child needed his money, I refused to kill my child.

"I'm not killing it Teron, We don't need your money", I said gettong ready to leave, and at that moment I felt a sharp pain in my head. He locked the door as He snatched me back by my hair making me fall to the ground, I tried to get up but I felt a powerful blow to my nose, I heard it make a cracking noise. I stayed on the ground trying to cover my face, but that must've angered him more, because he started kicking my stomach endlessly. I felt blood coming from my nose and mouth.

I felt every hit. I saw the room becoming fuzzy, and everything looking the same. I felt my child dying. In that moment I felt my life ending.

I blacked out.