October 17 2013

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 Is this the end?

 I am the worst boyfriend ever. I let her down. And now, she is debating on us. I want to cry so badly but then again, do I? I knew it was coming.

That feeling as I got to work this morning, it came over me. It was in the pit of my stomach. "Something is going to happen".

The day was good until now. Now, she is thinking about her Ex. I am thinking about dieing. But that's okay. I think about death all the time. Maybe i'll sleep with Edward tonight. Maybe, I'll cry on his sholder. 

Only the heavns know what will happen. But by may part. What ever Priscilla does, it's right. These things happen for a reson. 

                                                                                      -Jared

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