The Diary Of A Guy Named Jared.

18 2013

I cannot believe it. Prisculla and I are together again. I felt like crap when I was away from her..

I visited my grandad last night. If you didn't know my grandfather is on my moms side and was the person who rasied me.

Yes by visit I mean waltz over to his grave side. My grandad died when I was fourteen. He had lung cancer and there was no way to help him. All that year I never left . I never left the hospital. I was thirteen when he started to get sick.

So you can say I lived in the hospital with him, I kinda did. I onkt left to.tge cafeteria to eat. I was with him when he died, I was the only one there.

My grandads nick name was clench, he was a motorcycle rider. The thing I have in common with my grandad is my middle name, our eyes, and our smiles. I'm going to tell only one person my middle name when the time comes. Yes thats Priscilla.

Something really interesting about my grandad is that he was raised by a woman named Nube. Thats spanish for cloud. I have no idea who my great grand parents were. My grandad was adopted in to her family.

My grandma passed away when I was born. Yeah the second I was born she died. Sad I know.

Okay an odd thing about me is I actually see my grandfather when I visit him. We have  conversations and everything.

We were talking about my most resent issue. My stress, my dad and all the beauty of Priscilla.

Priscilla he said he likes you and he wishes us the best.

I didn't go home. I went over to Edwards and slept with him. Not that way! We use a pillow top comforter inbetween us just in case.

So im at work now, thinking about Priscilla and Edwin. Edwin is going to be as beautiful as his mama.

Thanks for listening to me. -Jared