October 23 2013
Well...Sad as it is..Priscilla left me. i let her go. I know it was fulish..I just know that if i'd love her, and she loved me, It'd be better for her to leave me alone. i know You might say love is forever, it is. i will always love her. I'll be here for her forever more.
You know, I really thought that Priscilla would always be mine. I said Forever and always, she said Always and forever, I wont fight her. Thats just too hard. To hard to fight someone you loved.
Other than being heart broken even If I didn't show her that..She, she's back with Chris and I don't blame her. I just hope..I hope...I HOPE THAT SHE LOVES HIM MORE THAN SHE LOVED ME!...because yoi don't drop someone you love like that.. You just don't.
You know, I really hope the best for her. I loved her, I tried to make her happy. But when your name is Jared, you have seven brothers, a dad that doesn't care, a mom that blames you for every thing even if she's blind, and a life that only means sonething to people online or people you've only met once, or just Edward, Your life will never be normal.
So you can tell all of your friends everything I've said and will ever say becuase this is fhe call of the drunkard named Jared.
Priscilla, just forget I exsist. Becuase I am no longer a part of your life. Yiy can just say goodbye, I can respect that. I don't want to sat.your bad or anything but this will be something for you. The Truth Hurts, But A Lie May Kill You. I hate lies. I told you everthing, but you lied, you stabbed me in the back. I will forgive you. I will forget you. Its the best for the bost of us, or at least for me.
I wish you luck with your new family, Don't worry about Edwin, I'll find.him someone that won't lie that will kinder him like I try to. I don't need you to ki.der me anymore. And that is from the heart, not from the mouth.
Goodbye wattpad, for now I'll be working. I have to paythe bills an I'm kind of tight right now so yeah..See yoy later.
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The Diary Of A Guy Named Jared.
Non-FictionThis is my Diary where you get a hint of my life. Not to much not to little. I guess most people think my like is 'dramatic' so why not post it so I don't have to say it a million times to be turned down? Meh..Hope you like it.
