Laser love

First day troubles .....:(

Jamie's pov
I can't believe this I just woke up next to David which let me know I wasn't dreaming moving in with my wonderful boyfriend I love him so much I am so happy to be here with him I love him so much I think he's the one that I'm meant to spend the rest of my life with I don't think anyone or anything could come between us or wreak what we have cause we love each other so much I know that this is what love is I never did until I met David the day I walked into the Smosh games office was the best day of my life even though I didn't know it at the time it's made my life so much better and made me a better and happier person I love working at Smosh so much I couldn't ask for a better life I've lived my dream life and something tells me my life is only going to get better from now on I love my life and the person I've become I can honestly say for the first time in my life I'm truly happy inside and out so I honestly couldn't ask for another thing in life well maybe one thing but I'm happy if David doesn't ask me to marry him but I hope he does maybe not right now but down the road I hope so I love him so much he's the one person I would die to spend the rest of my life with "David I'm just going for a run around the block is that okay " I asked David "sure thing " he said as he kissed me before I left my run was going really well when I got a phone call from Joven which is really weird cause Joven never calls me unless somethings wrong
A/n: j=joven ja=Jamie
J-JAMIE JAMIE JAMIE !
JA- Joven calm down what's wrong tell me calmly
J-Matt ..Matt mattwontrespondtoanyofmytexts
ja-Joven sentences please tell me what happened
J-okay so I've been texting Matt all morning and calling him and he won't answer and I'm at the house right now and he won't open the door and I know he's home you and David have to get here now somethings really wrong with Matt I've never seen him like this hurry Jamie !
JA- okay Joven well be there soon just go get Schroeder and tell him what's going on and try to get Matt to let you in
J- okay please hurry Jamie
Ja-see you soon
Joven's pov
I'm so worried about Matt but for some reason Jamie seems fine about the whole situation and I don't know why I'd be freaking out like crazy if it was my own sibling that's going through whatever this is "SCHROEDER GET OUTSIDE NOW " I yelled at the top of my lungs
Schroeder's pov
Wait is that Joven what does he want now he wants me to go outside so I guess I'll do that beiges he breaks down my front door "Joven what do you want " I said still half asleep "MATT WONT RESPOND SOMETHINGS WRONG JAMIE AND DAVID ARE ON THIER WAY " he yelled in my face "then what are we doing standing here we should be over trying to find Matt " I yelled as we ran across the road and started looking in the windows trying to find Matt
Jamie's pov
I ran home as fast as I could bad grabbed the keys "David get in the car now somethings wrong with Matt Joven and Schroeder are already at Matt's house hurry" I yelled as me and David ran into the truck and drove to Matt's house as fast as we could we got there I ran out of the truck and unlocked the door and ran up to Matt's room I tried to open the door "Matt open up " I yelled no response shit this means exactly what I thought It was Matt's slipping into depression again "guys look around the house for things that seem out of place and call the rest of the Smosh games crew " I yelled they all spread out "MATTEW SOHINKI OPEN THIS DOOR NOW please Matt I know your in there " I yelled as tears started following from my eyes like crazy I leaned against the door and put my head in my knees and started crying like I've never cried before the fear that my brother could be ...dead behind this door I can't lose Matt not now not ever
Matt's pov
I can hear Jamie crying on the other side of my door I've managed to pull myself out of bed and sit with my head in my knees on my side of the door I can't believe I put everyone through this its all my flaut Jamie's safe with David I don't know why I thought she was leaving me I can't believe I've put everyone I love through this they all probably hate me I'm not going to leave my room all I ever do is get everyone sad or mad at me or each other I am worthless I'm batter off in here forever or better yet dead "Matt please just make a noise so I know your not dead I need you Matt your my big brother please be okay Matt " I heard Jamie say still crying I can't let her think I'm dead she's my sister I need to let her know I'm okay but I don't want to wreak anything else