Collection of Poems

You Don't Know Me

You may think you know me 

but you don't. 

For goodness sake I don't even know myself.

You can't comprehend the fact 

I'm not in control. 

If its a good day or bad. 

If I'm happy or sad. 

How can I explain to you 

When I can't admit it to myself. 

My heart is constantly bleeding.

Hope is what I'm needing. 

But I can't find it. 

Wading through dark clouds around me.

Myself is all I want to be.

But your blinded, 

thinking you know everything. 

Meanwhile I'm breaking behind closed doors. 

A totally different person.