five; my mind will not leave me be

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I wish I could peel up the floorboards and lie beneath them. There I could hide in still silence, but it still wouldn't be completely silent because I cannot leave my mind behind. I couldn't tell you what I'm thinking* even if i wanted to. I thought that I had words for everything, that I could always find refuge in my ability to arrange letters into feeling. I can't. This emotion is a lightning bolt and I am a bare tree alone in a barren field.

-m.k.

*what's the difference between thinking and feeling? how do you know if it's coming from your head or your heart?

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