Diary 10

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After Texting Chris last night I got some beauty sleep and right now I just finished setting up my furniture and I finished unpacking . I loveee that way my room looks it's so cute and quite tumblr I think

Like on the wall it has these gray looking bricks which match the apartment perfectly there's a mirror and on the side wall I have pictures and Polaroids it's just really cute

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Like on the wall it has these gray looking bricks which match the apartment perfectly there's a mirror and on the side wall I have pictures and Polaroids it's just really cute . I check the time and its 2:30 I groan and my text message ring goes off

Hey
Hi ?
Really the ? Your not so nice :((
Are you really offended by a ?
Yes :(
Okay fine I'm sorry -_-
Yay :))
So why did you text me
Did you forget already
About what ?
Woww you invited me over to " talk " at 3
And your told me to come alone so ... ;)
Woah woah woah not like that
Ok sureee
Well let me get ready I'm currently in my onesie
That's hot ;))
.....
Um
No
Bye
Your seriously mean :(
I can't wait for that talk :))))))))
Me to
( notice the sarcasm )
Ok now that was mean
Welp I gotta go get ready now
Wear something sexy ;)
.....
Bye

Yo that guy I swear wtf did he forget he has a girlfriend agh idk I guess I'll find out soon so to actually get ready I go in the bathroom and do my hair which is just curl it a little to make a wavy look

then I do my makeup and no I'm not trying to impress Chris I'm doing it for myself for confidence if that makes sense once I'm done with that I go into my closet

I decide to wear this body suit which is open at the top and wear light wash Jeans over the body suit so it looks really cute

I decide to wear this body suit which is open at the top and wear light wash Jeans over the body suit so it looks really cute

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After I change I get out of my closet into the room I look in the full size mirror I'm satisfied with how I look after I turn around to make sure everything in my room is fine I hear the tv turn on

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After I change I get out of my closet into the room I look in the full size mirror I'm satisfied with how I look after I turn around to make sure everything in my room is fine I hear the tv turn on

what the heck Lily isn't home right now I know that for a fact she went to look at some furniture omg who turned it on then the tv doesn't just turn on by itself I quickly grab something that's closest to a weapon which rn is scissors and put my phone in my pocket

I quietly walk down the hall and grab a knife instead and look around I turn the tv off then I see a shadow by the main door of where you enter and they turn around and see me

but before I look I quickly run and lock myself in my room I start crying what if this is it the end or something happens I hear the tv turn on again who is that wtf do they want we just moved in yesterday .

Wait what if it's Chris but why would he not say anything I quickly get my phone and call Chris

"Hey Jessica "
"A-are you here "
"No I'm actually on my way "
"Your k-Kidding"
"Are You ok ?"
"Um y-yeah why "
"You sound like your crying "
I curse under my breath
"Is it T-that noticeable "
"Aw whats wrong love"
"Chris H-help me please "
I start crying even more
" omg whats wrong !!! "
I hear someone walking to the room I gasp and quickly go in the closet
" jessicaaa !!! You still there !"
"I-I'm hiding in the closet now "
" what's going on !!! "
"there's s-someone here "
" Wait WHAT who !!"
" I-I don't know "
" omfg don't worry babe I'm coming "
" just stay on the phone with me ok where are you "
" In my r-room "
" hang tight "

I am so scared I'm shaking and crying my eyes out why is this happening to me hopefully that person didn't take anything who would break in the next day we move in

" love I'm here don't worry "
" o-ok I'm in my room "

I don't hear anything but I hear him turn the tv off and I hear someone walking around but obviously that's him then I hear someone knock on my door

I hesitantly get up and unlock it and open it while holding my phone which is literally shaking In my hand when I open the door I see Chris with such a worried look in his face

I immediately drop my phone on the floor and jump on him wrapping my my legs around his waist and I cry into his neck he quickly responds and strokes my hair

" Jessica you scared the heck out of me "

He walks to the bed and sits down with me on his lap facing him I put my head up and look at him with tears falling down my cheeks

" hey hey look at me are you ok "
He said while stroking my cheek
" where d-did they go "
" Jessica when I came in no one was in here and only the tv was on "
" w-what so the person left "
" I guess "
" y-you believe me right "
He sighs
" idk if there was actually Someone here but I believe you "
He wipes my tears
" I'm really sorry this happened to you "
" thanks for coming I guess "
" of course anything for you "
He kisses my forehead
" and I don't think they took anything so your good "
" I feel stupid "
" your not stupid I'm pretty sure you had a reason to be scared "

He said while tucking a piece of hair behind my ear . Just thinking about what happened makes me feel afraid what if they opened my door and saw me or did something even worse .

" hey baby I think You should lay down your shaking "

He then gets off the bed and I stand up he pulls the blanket so I can get in I get in and he stands there looking at me

" w-what are you looking at "
" your really shaken up about this aren't you "
" it never h-happened to me before so yeah "
" your still shaking "
He frowns
" I have an idea "

He walks to the other side of the bed and lays down next to me but what I didn't expect was that he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him and he put his head on the crook of my neck

" now your not shaking "
I can feel him smile
I stay quiet
" What's on your mind love "
I sigh
" lotssssss of things it's all jumbled "
" hm "
" yup "
" are one of thoughts about that talk we were supposed to have ?"
" maybeee "

                      * to be continued *

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Here's that chapter y'all were waiting lol it's kinda crazy but you'll find out what happened soon i now only have to finish writing the other part :))

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