broken ~ a Christian Collins love story

Diary 11

UGH I'm so mad at myself in the previous chapter i literally finished it but cut it in half because it was really long and the half I didn't post I copied it but forgot to paste it somewhere so I don't have that other have but I'll try to recreate what I wrote the first time sorry if it's a little late :(
_______________________________ " are one of thoughts about that talk we were supposed to have ?"
" maybeee "
                           * continued *
" cmon Jessica I'm right here what do we need to talk about "
" I rather not talk about it right now "
" pleasee right now "
" try again later "
" but I'm your hero"
He smiles
" ugh fine "
" ok so remember how we ... kissed ? "
" yup I remember what about it "
" did um .... Did you tell carrington "
He sighs from hearing her name
" no I didn't "
" no wonder she was being nice to me "
" okay anything else you have to ask ?"
It's all silent cause I'm deciding on what to say
" Christian what are you doing "
" what are you talking about "
" this. You have a beautiful girlfriend and-"
" Actually I don't have a girlfriend "
" oh "
" me and her thought it was best to take a break she's nice but we need a break "
" oh "

Oh was the only thing I could say while trying to process this so they broke up or are taking a break oh and what a coincidence it happens right when I come I feel kinda bad for her this is actually all my-

" love what are you thinking about "
I chuckle
" if you knew everything I was thinking I'm pretty sure your tiny head would explode "
" my head is not tiny I'm a man my heads probably bigger then yours "

I start laughing so hard

" why are you laughing "
" you .... You "

I couldn't stop laughing

" why are you laughinggg "

I literally couldn't breathe

He then holds my face in both of his hands and I gradually stop laughing

" what were you laughing about "
I give him a cheeky grin
" think about what you just said "
( lol if you don't get it just comment )

He frowns and I start laughing again it's just so funny to hear that come out of his mou-

Before I can even finish my thought I feel him press his lips to mine one of his hands was on my waist and one on my cheek I feel this huge electricity burst within me and feel the need to get more .

I wrap my arms around his neck and get up a little and sit on his lap he bites on my lip asking for entrance but I deny it and smile into the kiss he then bites my lip a little harder making me part my lip .

he slides his tongue in my mouth and starts exploring he then quickly takes his shirt off and I breath for second and then he smashes his lips to mine again .

Chris puts his hands under my shirt to take it of-
" hey Jessica I'm back "

Lily walks into the room and freezes when she sees me I quickly stand up

" it's not what it looks like I swear "
Chris then stands up and wraps his arms around me kissing my cheek
" actually it's exactly what it looks like "

He smiles at lily

" I'll Just leave you guys alone then "
" thank you "

I groan

" I hate you "
" you wish you hated me but you love me "
" woah woah woah love is a strong word"
" I know baby "

You know what I'm gonna ignore him and there's nothing he can do to make me talk