My Thoughts

#17

It's been a real shit show this week in the Gilgar residence. My brother got arrested and now I have to live in this house that has constant tension. Just to let you know, I have a very dysfunctional family. Even if I tell everyone that I love my family, I can't help, but loathe them as well. It sucks because my brother will talk to me (we got him out) he wasn't scared of going to jail or being arrested. He was scared of my dad. That he would snap and they would have to fight. When I talk to my dad about it, he laughed and said he would have if my mom didn't hold him back. He said it so casually. He tries to make it seem normal, but it's not. I don't want to be in this house because all it's bringing is stress and anxiety. They wonder why I'm always at my friend. It's not like I can tell them "oh idk so I don't have to listen to my brother get screamed at". Just a huge shit show.