My Thoughts

#33

It's been awhile since I've written something on here. Back at square one I guess. Well...I'm scared of losing my friends. It's not like they treat me differently than before i just feel like im eventually gonna say something wrong and be completely shunned because it and everything ive ever said. Yeah i know its not realistic or logical to think that but it feels like im the one block in jenga no can move or else the towere will fall. Except the tower is my friend group and i am in the middle of tension. I dont want lose touch with them but i also dont want to be up in their grill all the time. Idk i guess ive justing been thinkinh too much...